mhazzab
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I've been back at work now for a week, part time, and I hate it.
This morning, abut ten minutes after I got into work, two of the women in the office (one of them was my boss) started talking to a third, who is pregnant, they were talking about labour and giving birth etc. I was so upset I had to leave the room, ran to the toilets and was bawling my eyes out. Another person who was in the room, thought the topic was a bit inappropriate, and emailed the girl who sits opposite me, who hadn't heard any of the conversation as she had been talking to someone else, and she came down to the toilets to check on me and found my crying my eyes out. We ended up going for a walk, (in the pouring rain!) to calm me down. I was so upset, not only because what they were talking about brought back traumatic memories for me, but also because I was horrified they were being so insensitive. Everyone there knows what happened to me.
Even a few hours later, I'm still so upset, I don't want to have to listen to that kind of stuff at work, its hard enough being back
Is anyone else who has returned to work after a loss, finding that they just don't care about work any more? I always really enjoyed it, but now I can't wait to get away.
I'm now worried about how I will cope going to the ante-natal classes, that's going to bring back more bad memories, and the birth will too. I thought I was doing really well, but this is just like a reality slap in the face.
xx
This morning, abut ten minutes after I got into work, two of the women in the office (one of them was my boss) started talking to a third, who is pregnant, they were talking about labour and giving birth etc. I was so upset I had to leave the room, ran to the toilets and was bawling my eyes out. Another person who was in the room, thought the topic was a bit inappropriate, and emailed the girl who sits opposite me, who hadn't heard any of the conversation as she had been talking to someone else, and she came down to the toilets to check on me and found my crying my eyes out. We ended up going for a walk, (in the pouring rain!) to calm me down. I was so upset, not only because what they were talking about brought back traumatic memories for me, but also because I was horrified they were being so insensitive. Everyone there knows what happened to me.
Even a few hours later, I'm still so upset, I don't want to have to listen to that kind of stuff at work, its hard enough being back
Is anyone else who has returned to work after a loss, finding that they just don't care about work any more? I always really enjoyed it, but now I can't wait to get away.
I'm now worried about how I will cope going to the ante-natal classes, that's going to bring back more bad memories, and the birth will too. I thought I was doing really well, but this is just like a reality slap in the face.
xx