hey there, well i have had a mixture of mental illnesses since a child. i developed severe depression during puberty and anxiety due to some physical and mental abuse i suffered at the age of 12. I was not properly diagnosed until age 17 when i was put on different types of antidepressants known as SSRI's which are Citalopram, prozac, paroxatine, but they all made me rather manic and OTT which i thought meant were making me better because i was so chatty and over the top friendly to the point it scared people, i also started cutting myself and my hair if anyone rejected me. I was put on zopiclone for sleep and Seroquel (quetiapine) for mania and they made me tired, hungry and fat, and zopiclone became addictive. I have had a lot of different meds and am finally now properly diagnosed (bipolar and anxiety) and am on lorazepam, a stronger form of diazepam as well as a mood stabilizer and Venlafaxine which is being tapered as bipolar does not respond well to antidepressants of that nature which is why the others never worked, i also have an addictive personality so need to be careful. Depression, major or severe is serious and you need to seek help from your doc, citalopram is very weak in my opinion, you might need something stronger
thinking of u