sneaking in for a little reasurrance please?

[Wantabean]

hi :wave:
i have just jumped over from ttc thread for a little reasurrance. i am on cd28 of 28 and i am flaming terrified to test. i really think i am pg but due to losing 5 bubs i am more nervous than i have ever been before. i kinda want to know if i am coz my recurrent mc investigation starts on tuesday. does anyone have any advice please?
xxxx

 

[Beadette]

Babe I suppose the only thing to do is test! At least then you will know either way. It will be hard and scary after what you've been through but you'll be ok darling! Lots of luck, love and hugs xxx

 

[millwallrose4]

I can't imagine how frightening it is for you, but the only way to know is to test. Fingers crossed for you!

 

[Wantabean]

well i did test this am and got my i am so excited but bliming terrified. thanks guys xx

 

[Minimin]

Congrats!! I know how terrifying it can be.. you are not alone! But for the meantime...

 

[Wantabean]

thank you so much xx

 

[gumb69]

congrats on your bfp.
can you ring the dr where you are getting your tests. i know some girls who unfortunately suffered multiple m/c's. when they got their last bfp's their tests were rushed along and they went on full term.
some were low progesterone others uterine killer cells, best of luck.

 

[Wantabean]

yeah i will call them before going in. its too late now as willbe shut. its in the epu so they should have everything they need. told them i was gona keep trying so they kinda know there was a chance. thanks for all your support.

xx

 

[Tulip]

Congratulations missus!
Right, that's it I am definitely starting the PAL Bonfire Babies thread xx

 

[Wantabean]

YAY!! i will def join. how are you feeling? xx

 

[Tulip]

Not crappy enough!! xx

 

[39YrMumtoOne]

Fantastic! Congratulations! SO pleased for you.

 

[Wantabean]

tulip dnt think you dnt feel crappy enough there is plenty of time for that. lol i read your ruby's story and spent a good hour crying then went to my mums and showed her it. we both think you are 1 of the bravest woman i have ever had the privilege of speaking to. my heart goes out to you. i hope this pregnancy goes brilliantly for you and i will pray for you xxxx

 

[Wantabean]

Fantastic! Congratulations! SO pleased for you.

thank you so much it really means a lot to me. everyone is so supportive it gives me the strength i need . xxx

 

[Tulip]

tulip dnt think you dnt feel crappy enough there is plenty of time for that. lol i read your ruby's story and spent a good hour crying then went to my mums and showed her it. we both think you are 1 of the bravest woman i have ever had the privilege of speaking to. my heart goes out to you. i hope this pregnancy goes brilliantly for you and i will pray for you xxxx

Aww thank you darling. Her bravery has kept me going. As for you... I don't know if I'd still be a functioning person with five angels to cherish. Lots of love and sticky vibes xx

 

[pollypop20]

Hey Wannabean, Way to go like you i had 4 m/c and never thought i would be able to carry another baby but yes i can !!! Im now 23+ and fell pregnant pretty fast after my last m/c.So good luck hun and try not to worry too much , it will all come good in the end.If I can do it anyone can.Let us all know how you get on at docs

Lots of luck
P xxxx

 

[Wantabean]

pollypop you have no idea how much that means to me. everyone else just says o your young it will happen. its great to talk to girls who have done it. apt is in 3 hours and i shall be right back to let you know. did they find a reason for your losses? xxx

 

[pollypop20]

No , Wantabean, I was due to go to the m/c clinic the week after i found out i was pregnant again so i just cancelled it , they did all the blood tests ect but everything came back normal so the clinic was really a support for woman who had multiple m/c. Im so happy for you, i know exactly how you are feeling right now (i was the same,terrified but so excited).Make sure you come straight on and let me know how you get on hun .
Sending lots of good luck your way.
P xxxxx

 

[Wantabean]

tulip yeah it has def been hard. its so nice to be open about it for a change. i am def getting there and i honestly believe my religion has helped a lot. i do still get my bad days and my very bad days but feel a lot calmer these days. reading ruby's story brought it back but has given me the strength to fight for this lil one. i didnt get to say goodbye to my lil ones and i will regret that to the day i die.the hardest thing for me was i didnt have anyone to talk to about. i got so obsessd after#4 that i was counting down the days till his due date. ended up going into complete meltdown. i did try to talk to my mum about it and everytime she pretend not to hear. 3 days before his due date i had complete melt down and started just screaming and her reply was 'o i didn't know you were still upset' i couldn't speak from shock.
garry however took me out to cemetry with flowers and my scan photos and i finally lay my baby down inbeside my gran. garry then took me away for dinner and proposed then the next day got me the puppy i wanted.
woah sorry for long spiel never written any of this down and couldn't stop xxx

 

[Wantabean]

my mum did support me through last mc. i guess she just never realised how much i was hurting xx