So anxious I could cry

[Sapphire909]

In April this year I had a mac at 18 weeks. I am pregnant again, I went for my first prenatal last week and my dr. Couldn't find a heartbeat with the Doppler. Now I'm not 100% sure of my dates so the dr. Says it could be a week or two earlier than what I think in which case they could have a hard time finding a heartbeat. So tomorrow is my ultrasound which will either be wonderful (my dates are off and baby is fine) or devastating (I am far enough along but lost the baby). I am just sick thinking about it, I don't know how I could handle another loss.

 

[bethneebabe]

:: I am so sorry you are going through this. Previous MC take away the joy from pregnancy. I will be praying for you and your LO. Good luck tomorrow.

 

[ncmommy]

My doctor won't even use the Doppler until you are at least 14 weeks. I hope your scan went ok today!

 

[babydoodle]

Please let us know how this appt went...i found out at my 12 week when they couldnt find a heartbeat so i i pray that ur appt went well....it was a devastating loss for me words cannot describe it....i dont see an updated post today but wondering about you and thinking about you...

 

[TeddyBearPug]

I hope all went well with your scan today

 

[nicksi27]

Hoping that your scan went ok today and you are your LO are doing well. x

 

[Sapphire909]

All is well, turns out my dates were off, I am only 9 weeks. Got to see my little bean's heartbeat and all I could do was cry tears of joy and relief. Also, do you think it was coincidence that the morning of the drs appt, I saw a rainbow in minus 15 weather? I know that they can occur, but in my whole life I can never recall seeing one in the winter. Perhaps a sign that my rainbow baby was alright and not to worry....
Thanks for all the support xx

 

[ncmommy]

That is wonderful news, so happy for you!