Not sure where to post I belong in so many different sections. My supposedly best friend posted on fbook today her scan pictures and how excited she was to b havin a girl. She didn't even txt me to just let me know that she's put it on. When she first told me she was pregnant she promised me that she wudnt mention her pregnancy to me unless I asked and certainly rub my nose in it on Facebook. I lost my daughter at 36 weeks last year due to placenta abruption she was born sleeping, had miscarriage in feb and now been told tubes are blocked. It's extremely difficult for me to see pregnant women or newborn babies, then I go to have a quick nose on Facebook and it's all over there about her scan and that's it's a girl. I was secretly hoping that she would have a boy so I would feel a bit better. I can't believe she never even dropped me a txt. I've cried all day, maybe extra sensitive because of what happened and over reacting but I feel so hurt and utter jealousy. I dont want to feel like this, I hate this bitterness, will it ever get better. I'm desperate for a baby but seems so out of reach at the minute. Does anyone else feel hurt or jealous of friends that out pregnant. I want to run away from it all. Am I ever guna feel happy again. When I think I'm doing ok something happens an I take 20 steps back.xxxxxx