So pee'd off. My depression is back :(

[littlekitten8]

So I had depression a few years back cos of some seriously messed up stuff that was going on. Was on antidepressants for 18 months and had councelling. Last few weeks, with all thats been going on, things have been going downhill again. Been feeling quite low and lonely and not been sleeping well. Things kind of came to a head this morning when I snapped at James for making himself sick (he rams his muslin so far into his mouth it makes him sick) Was the last straw for me really and I went to the GP. She said I have mild depression again and has put me back on antidepressants. I just don't know what to do with myself. I can't just fall apart no matter how tempting it is, cos I am the only one who is around to look after James (my parents both work full time)

Guess I just needed to rant about it and get it off my chest. Sorry girls x

 

[jamielou]

Don't be silly hun you don't need to apolgise! This is what the single parents forum bit is for! I'm sorry to hear it's come back though i understand as i suffered anxiety and depression myself before and it's not nice. The lonliness I so get and I'm not sure i can say anything to help as I sometimes feel a bit low but I can offer a hug. XX

 

[littlekitten8]

Thanks hun x

 

[Aidedhoney]

Hugs hun.........xxxx

I have PND and the only thing that keeps me sane is my kids. I am finding it hard at the moment as well (moved bk in with parents till i get a council place).
I have good days and bad days. I am thinking in restarting my counselling as i found talking really helped.

James loves his mummy and we all snap now and again.

 

[littlekitten8]

Yeah I'm back with my parents while I wait for a council place too. But there isn't a room for me so James sleeps in a travel cot and me on a blow up bed in the lounge. It's really hard cos dad works nights so I feel like we always have to be quiet and also it makes him really stressy so there are alot of arguments right now.

 

[lou_w34]

Ahhhh i hate it when lo makes herself sick! I dont think she remembers how long her fingers are so when she sucks them she shoves them down her throat and pukes! Lovely lol

Awwww i hope your feeling better! And dont worry james doesnt mind! He knows your working hard for him Plus i think we are all entitled to a lil snap every now and again!

You can always come on here and everyone will listen

xxx

 

[teal]

I'm sorry to hear it's come back again. Sending you huge hugs

I agree we'll always listen on here xx

 

[expecting09]

Huge hugs chick xxx

 

[littlekitten8]

Thanks girls x means alot

 

[Aidedhoney]

Yeah I'm back with my parents while I wait for a council place too. But there isn't a room for me so James sleeps in a travel cot and me on a blow up bed in the lounge. It's really hard cos dad works nights so I feel like we always have to be quiet and also it makes him really stressy so there are alot of arguments right now.

I am sharing a room with my 2 kids which is bad enough but really feel for you hun xx
We are having huge problems here, had a massive row with my step dad, i try and go/be out as much as possible but sometimes you cant.

I understand where your coming from and i hope we both find somewhere soon.

 

[suzanne108]

Massive hugs xxx

 

[sweetlullaby]

Massive hugs