It's been 9 months since my miscarriage with my daughter and someday's and I don't know how I make it through even with a newborn in the house, the pain is unbearable. I love and miss my little Scarlet Every body tells me that it is okay to feel this way but I can't stand it, I lost my daughter because of my then boyfriends abuse, he is the reason i lost Scarlet and yet i can't forgive myself... I wish things were different