I was diagnosed last week & had my first appointment with the specialist midwife & diabetes nurse on Tuesday this week. I felt really positive afterwards, the dietician told me that I just needed to eat healthier & not necessarily make any major changes to my diet. The first day, they told me to eat normally & see what my BS does. So I did. Lunch was sandwiches, crisps & a small chocolate (Not a regular thing I eat, I just wanted to see what would happen!) & dinner was a simple chilli with rice. Both numbers were absolutely fine. Yesterday, I got a high number after eating breakfast, I figure I just need a smaller portion.. Which I did today & the number was fine again. My lunch yesterday was homemade soup with 1 bread roll, another good number & tea was ham, eggs, chips and beans. Today, I cut down my breakfast, the number was much better.. My lunch was *exactly* the same & it was high again! WTH?! I've just thrown up too, so I just feel really rotten about the whole thing now.
I've started testing after certain snacks too, just to make sure my numbers aren't high after them. The nurse said I only needed to test before breakfast, then 1hr after each meal.. But what if a snack gives me a high number & I don't know it?!
I am really struggling with what I can eat & I'm finding it so frustrating that what I can eat one day, I can't another! How can sandwiches, crisps and choc be better than soup & a small roll anyway?!
I really thought I was past all the throwing up, so I'm not happy about that.
I was supposed to go to aquanatal for the first time tonight, but honestly, I just want to hide away. My family is stressing me out, so that's really not helping me either.
I don't know what to do now
I've started testing after certain snacks too, just to make sure my numbers aren't high after them. The nurse said I only needed to test before breakfast, then 1hr after each meal.. But what if a snack gives me a high number & I don't know it?!
I am really struggling with what I can eat & I'm finding it so frustrating that what I can eat one day, I can't another! How can sandwiches, crisps and choc be better than soup & a small roll anyway?!
I really thought I was past all the throwing up, so I'm not happy about that.
I was supposed to go to aquanatal for the first time tonight, but honestly, I just want to hide away. My family is stressing me out, so that's really not helping me either.
I don't know what to do now