taken the plunge

[bklove]

hope things are going well with you and the oh. Take time to just be with each other and strengthen your relationship and communication. Have fun together! this journey can be such a downer for all parties involved. Its good to just take a break from that reality sometimes.

 

[babytots]

thanks hun things are a tiny bit better but not much. hes still distant with me i'm still a weepy mess when hes not around or asleep but i know things will get better once we get her results and both get closure.

i overheard him talking to his dad on the phone and he asked him if we were going to try again and he told him maybe in a year or 2 i really dont think i can wait that long i really want to start trying before jessicas due date so i have something positive to focus on. not to mention i have like a zillion friends due in or around that month and i think i will breakdown if i havent anything happy to focus on. guess will see in time. thanks for thinking of me hunni. x