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[jaytee146]

I'm struggling emotionally with being a single parent. I get jealous when I see other couples i wonder why can't that be me. I struggled with this while pregnant but now it seems like it's more prevalent now. Fob brings out the worst in me and i wish i were stronger for lo but i'm not Idk why this is still bothering me?! i still have night terrors about Fob due to what i've gone through and i'm currently experiencing i'm afraid to date again. the thought of it makes me short of breath and my chest hurts. what's wrong with me.

 

[Sophie1205]

If you don't feel ready to date then don't hunny. Give yourself some time to adjust and settle in as a single parent. I know how you feel on being jealous of other couples. I was with FOB for 3 years and he left me nearly 9 months ago and I still get really jealous of couples. It's only very recently I have started to feel stronger and like I can stop looking to the past and I am starting to NOT want FOB back. In time you will get stronger xxxx

 

[jaytee146]

Last night... I was very distant towards my lo... I normally sing to her, play, and smile but yesterday I didn't do any of those things. I bathed, and nursed her and I saw her smiling at me and I just put her in her bouncer and started getting ready for the next work day now I miss her. I feel like a bad mom.

 

[Ryders_Mommie]

Hello, I am Katie. Don't feel bad. Alot of new single moms are like that. Me and my baby daddie split up 5 months ago. It is still so hard every day, expecially seeing how my son looks just like his daddie and I stil half to see him every day. It is hard, but when you have some type of support from friends and family it is better. If you ever need anyone to talk to , I am always here. Just let me know. :3

 

[jaytee146]

thank you katie :wave: