Terrified there's no baby..

[kariss]

Hi all, I don't really have a question but I just need to vent and get some reassurance

I'm currently about 7 weeks pregnant, after a mc in Feb about 6-7weeks along...
I have an early scan booked for the 24th which I've been so excited about but the closer is gets the more worried I'm becoming..
We have been planning to tell both our parents the day after the scan (it's my moms birthday) but even if all is ok I know I'll still be worried about a loss before 12weeks....
That's even if we get that far...

I'm scared I'm gonna go and see nothing, I'm scared there won't be a baby? I'm even more scared that I'm gunna go and there will be a baby..but no heartbeat or not viable.
My last mc really bothered me, in a way I never it never would..I was a emotional wreck and couldn't see myself coming out the other side, I'm well aware this was also made 10x worse by hormones...

I really don't think I can go through the heartache again?

I was so obsessed about getting pregnant again after, I never really thought about our this would effect me and make me a nervous wreck...
Every pain, every cramp, I'm constantly checking for bleeding, I've had some sickness but even thought maybe I'm imaging it? Maybe it's not real ms, if I don't feel sick I'm constantly like why has it stopped? Constantly checking if my boobs still hurt and being scared if they don't!!

Anyway I just needed to get that out

 

[Mrsgoodhart]

I can't say anything to make you feel better, but I know the feeling well. It's okay to be scared!

I'm 29+2 with our rainbow baby- I spent the entire first six months terrified like you are now, but it did lessen.

Good luck with your scan...try to relax (which I know is pointless to say, but I feel like I need to try anyway) and pleeeeease come back and update! will be thinking of you