OMG, I'm going to blame baby brain and the LO isnt here yet, but that thought hadnt crossed my mind until now
I'm not sure if i'm lucky or not?? The sperm donor currently ignores me ......... i do worry that at some point he will pop up when i least expect him to tho xx
I hate the thought he will be in my life FOREVER!! I havent spoke to him for months now but i know when baby arrives he will be back, yuk yuk yuk! I wish i never had to see him again, i dont hate many people in my life but i really hate him!
I hate the thought he will be in my life FOREVER!! I havent spoke to him for months now but i know when baby arrives he will be back, yuk yuk yuk! I wish i never had to see him again, i dont hate many people in my life but i really hate him!
I feel ya!! I am enjoying this peace and quiet and stress free moments I am having without my LO father around but I know as soon as LO is born, the drama will begin...I know he will fight me for custody, I know he will demand visitation because he will pay his child support faithfully...we live states away and I dont want to be bothered with him but I dont want my LO growing up hating me so I am forced to deal with him...ugh!!! i hate him so much...that if I saw him I would scream at him for putting me through what he has these last 5 months...
i almost feel like my mother was lucky.. because both me and my sisters fathers just kinda screwed off after we were "discovered". they weren't amazing people anyway.. but.. my LO's father.. he's a good guy.. and a good dad.. i think he's just processing.. it's early.. i hope.