To my future husband.

[shaunanicole]

I often think of you and wish you were here. Sometimes while laying in bed at night I cry because I can't help but feel alone, exhausted, and scared. I can't wait to feel your warmth, love, and tenderness. I can't wait to watch you love Ava as if she is yours and stand as a strong man in her life. I wonder what dreams and hopes we will share together. What goals we will accomplish as a family.

I just hope you know that when the time is right and we cross paths that I may be reluctant and timid but never fail to know that I have the capability to love you as a whole. That I am a woman that loves with no boundaries and an individual that dreams without sleep. I may be battered and torn but never forget that I will always prevail because I am a Mother first and it keeps me thriving and strong. Although I am desperate to meet you so that this pain, hurt, and despair can be tended to I know that fate can't be rushed.

I used to look for you everywhere. Second guessing myself every time a man passed my way but I have hope you will find me or that maybe without knowing it I will find you. Whatever may happen I know you are out there - somewhere.

You just have to find me and Ava.

Yours Forever,
Shauna



*Sorry if this sounds cheesy but it's the way I feel. Needed to get it out. Feel free to post your "future husband" letters.

 

[Laura2919]

Aww thats sweet! I think you have just summed up how most of us feel! I hope all our Mr rights come along soon!!

I dont think its cheesy hun!

 

[Surreal]

Thank you for sharing that, it was really sweet. It's not cheesy, and in consideration... gives hope to others? What Laura said, I imagine a lot of us can relate to the feeling.

 

[Aidedhoney]

Thanks for sharing xx

 

[bloodbinds]

It's strange that i read this today, as it's something i feel like saying or writing down right now :-/ Thanks for sharing, it's lovely xx

 

[Laura2919]

Do you believe that if you look for love you will never find it?? I am so scared of the whole 'online dating' thing lol! Does anyone else think like that?

 

[frankyzw]

Shauna- That's really beautiful. It'll happen hun. Just keep the faith.

Laura- I think the idea is not to be desperate about meeting 'the one'. If you go online, just meet people and take it slowly. When you're happy enjoying your life, meeting people and not being a desperado, i think that's when Mr Right is most likely to appear.
Oh, how did you find the books- anything make sense?

 

[suzanne108]

^ I am pretty sure that Laura is not desperate. I mean, you can't possibly be desperate with Mr Buble keeping you busy a couple of nights a week

Shaunanicole - that was really lovely, brought a tear to my eye xxx

 

[Laura2919]

Shauna- That's really beautiful. It'll happen hun. Just keep the faith.

Laura- I think the idea is not to be desperate about meeting 'the one'. If you go online, just meet people and take it slowly. When you're happy enjoying your life, meeting people and not being a desperado, i think that's when Mr Right is most likely to appear.
Oh, how did you find the books- anything make sense?

I havent had a chance to read them cos I have been getting ready to move house but I have printed them off and gonna give them a go when I am settled in my new place. I wont have any family and the girls will be in bed so I am looking forward to having a good read. As soon as I have then I will let you know!

I am not desperate so I dont need to worry about that but I do get lonely sometimes and I think thats bad, I can be around friends and family and still feel lonely. I dont think I want a bloke yet. I have so much going on I just find myself wondering if there is a man for me out there. I mean I am only 23 so there is lots to look forward to but after coming out of a relationship I spent 5 yrs fighting for it all seems so pointless! Ah who knows aye!

 

[Laura2919]

^ I am pretty sure that Laura is not desperate. I mean, you can't possibly be desperate with Mr Buble keeping you busy a couple of nights a week

Shaunanicole - that was really lovely, brought a tear to my eye xxx

I make you right! Im actually so tired! Keeps me up of a night.. How did you find him when I sent him up on the train???

 

[sweetlullaby]

^ I am pretty sure that Laura is not desperate. I mean, you can't possibly be desperate with Mr Buble keeping you busy a couple of nights a week [/B]

Shaunanicole - that was really lovely, brought a tear to my eye xxx

I make you right! Im actually so tired! Keeps me up of a night.. How did you find him when I sent him up on the train???

3 nights a week at Laura's 4 nights a week at mine

Shauna that was lovely thanks for sharing it xx

 

[AppleBlossom]

Dear future husband

You better be rich or we're getting a divorce

Thanks

Becki

 

[Laura2919]

Dear future husband

You better be rich or we're getting a divorce

Thanks

Becki

Haha! Amazing. Now thats my kinda girl! Lol..

I see your post in GS! Go girl!