Some great advice there, thanks ladies.
Yes, its the closer to nature one - I've heard mixed reviews really so thought I'd ask here on a 'specialised' forum specifically aimed at people who 'want' to BF rather than some 'random' members of the public!?
We have a really good BF support group here. A guy who I work with, his mum runs it so he's told me about it. I fully intend getting up there before LO is due to see what goes on there. I also know they hire out electric ones.
I've seen the manual pump, I think it will make my wrist ache but think I'll try that first to see how I go after everything you've all said. I really want to express so my boyfriend can get involved in feeding the baby, giving them some really special time together.
I'm so determined to BF but really worried that I won't be able to. My best friend had a tough labour and baby was too tired too BF and she never did manage it after slogging away for 2 weeks so I'm all too aware how you can have the best intentions and get beaten. I wasn't even got to get sterilisers and bottles as I didn't want to be tempted to FF if it didn't work at first but now I realise I need these if I'm going to express LOL