Unsure and Unable to Believe

[Shubaer]

Okay, so here I am ladies,

14DPT, roughly 13DPO. The following are what I've tested:

Aug. 28th: trigger tested out (I thought) 10DPT
Aug. 31st: faint positive on Wondfo, FMU
Aug. 31st: positive blood
Aug. 31st: faint positive "lab grade" test in afternoon urine
Sept. 1st: faint positive, slightly darker on Wondfo, negative on "lab grade" FMU
Sept. 1st: FRER faint positive @ 1350

Did a blood beta yesterday at the RE's request which is 7 mIU/L. I'll beta again tomorrow morning and Friday.

I'm terrified.

I'm so convinced the trigger is still sticking around I can't begin to let myself be excited. I'm scared I've gotten my hopes up so greatly that when the lower HCG number comes back tomorrow, I'm going to be crushed...even though I'm trying to guard myself. I need help thinking through all this! I know some of you amazing ladies out there have had experiences with this kind of wait...help???

 

[Shubaer]

To give you all an update on this situation,

My second blood HCG was 14, officially confirming pregnancy.

The third HCG, however, was 12. After getting in touch our RE, we're now suffering a miscarriage. Heavy cramping, bleeding, the whole 9 yards.

I'm happy to know that we're able to become pregnant, but of course it hurts. Just wanted to put this update here if anyone went through anything similar.

Thanks ladies.

 

[broodymrs]

Sorry for your loss. Sending hugs

 

[DreamHopeBeli]

Sorry for ur loss huni sending u hugs xx