vbac after c section any thoughts or experiences?

[VanKeuren2]

Hi everyone. I'm a 26 yr old mother of two boys. my husband and i are currently ttc #3. I had a awful recovery after my first son which was a vaginal birth and a even worse recovery after my second son was born via a emergency c section. after my vaginal i ended up having the worst uti ever and i still get pains where i ripped(tmi) and after my c section my incision kept reopening and it still hurts when i cough or sneeze really bad on thee inside (like the deeper incisions) I'm debating if i should try tto have a vaginal birth next time or not? Anyone have thoughts or experiences? Good or bad appreciated!!! Thanks