Well, I'm out this month

[dakini]

So, I was imagining things yesterday! I was trying to make an evap line into a BFP!

Last night the caught me, no cramps or anything, 3 days early!

I actually feel good about it. I feel like I've been given some time to get myself together...clean out my office and the spare bedroom, get my concentration back at work, just generally pull myself together. I also feel like someone's telling me it's going to happen soon...still feel positive that it's going to happen soon. It just wasn't the right time this month. But soon.

My doctor's going to get an earful though! Why the .... have I been feeling so bad???? maybe it's Pazil withdrawal coming back to haunt me...someone here said that it can come back months after you are off it, but I don't know...we'll see. If I keep getting new "symptoms" every month I'm going to drive myself and everyone else on here !

Thanks for the good vibes! I still think it's going to happen soon!

And GL on everyone else getting their BFPs! We've had a bunch for Christmas and a few more that look promising...come on !

 

[Arcanegirl]

Sorry to hear AF turned up

 

[Vickie]

Sorry to hear the got you this month.

for next month!!

 

[HAYS]

ah hun so sorry turned up!
u get down those docs and give them an earful!!!!!

heres a few funny smilies to cheer u up, they make me laugh anyway

 

[dakini]

ah hun so sorry turned up!
u get down those docs and give them an earful!!!!!

heres a few funny smilies to cheer u up, they make me laugh anyway

LOL! I love them!

And the funny thing is, I really do feel good about it...not bitter or upset or anything. A little sadness last night when I first saw the , but then it was okay with me. I just feel good about it. But thanks for the cheer up. Definitely made me laugh!

Hope you get your BFP...still looking good for you!

 

[Tinylo]

Sorry to hear AF turned up

But pleased you're staying positive, good on ya!!

Good luck for next month and a new year BFP x

 

[HAYS]

thanks hun!!
glad your positive!!wish i thought like you are when i get my bfn every month!

Have a lovely weekend

xx

 

[dakini]

Thanks everyone! Have a great weekend too.

I don't even know where it's coming from, I just feel positive. Give me a few more months and I'm sure I won't...I know last month I was pretty devastated when the reared her ugly head...but not this time around.

maybe thinking positively will help out this month...

 

[Lauz_1601]

thats great that your so positive hunny, i tell myself everything happens for a reason and it will happen when its the right time. good luck for next month xxx

 

[dakini]

thats great that your so positive hunny, i tell myself everything happens for a reason and it will happen when its the right time. good luck for next month xxx

I think the same way. When it's supposed to happen for us, it will.

 

[Tiffers]

Aw hun! I am sorry that AF got you. I am so proud of you for beign so positive!!!! You are doing a fab job! but I still think you deserve a pity party so I will give you my part..

 

[dakini]

yeah, I may drown my sorrows in ice cream tonight...mmmm, vanilla ice cream with chocolate chips...mmmmm....not really feeling like having a drink - that would just make that damned headache worse! That's actually what I did last month, came home on Friday and had a Gibson's and Pepsi...ice cream tonight it is!

 

[poppy]

Sorry to hear that Dakini - at least you can enjoy mulled wine, pate, prawn cocktails, bree etc etc at Christmas time!

 

[dakini]

Exactly!

Mmmmm...cocktail shrimp....

 

[bambikate]

Ohhhhhhhh!!! Sorry the witch got you honey like PP said it's a great outlook you have on it, I wish I could be like that!!

P.S You're making me hungry & thirsty all that talk of ice cream etc.... Mrs!!!!!

 

[dakini]

I know, me too. I have to wait to eat though...not for another hour! Well, KI may leave a little earlier than that...but yeah, hungry here too after all that talk! Water just isn't cutting it....

 

[dakini]

Just wanted to say thanks to everyone for their well wishes! I hope everyone gets their BFPs this cycle (including me!) whether you are at the beginning of your cycle or waiting impatiently to test! GL everyone!

 

[Snowball]

Sorry she got you hun

 

[diva4180]

sorry she got you!

 

[Mojo]

ah bugger, well at least you can have a bevvy or 10 on NYE