What to do???

[rockstarlove9]

Im so irritated mostly with myself. Its been almost a month since my mc and when it happened I got so upset I told myself i would take a break from ttc, just to clear my head. So I threw out all my opks and stopped temping, I wasnt even paying attention to my cm, i just stopped tracking things altogether. I needed a mental hiatus. Well now i wish i would have at least kept temping because I have no idea whats going on with my body. I have pcos so I dont really get to excited when my period is a little late when i havent taken clomid because i dont know for sure if i ovulated yet, However I asked my doc to give me metformin which he did and it seemed to make my body go zonky. Before i got on the clomid i didnt normally get ewcm like ever so when i got it on clomid i was excited. Well now im just confused by it because i dont know what to think of it. I believe my cm was watery around cd 11-13 but like i said i wasnt really paying it any mind so i dont know for certain. But then last saturday which was cd 22 i guess i had a blood tinged ewcm like i had last cycle when i ovulated. So i thought maybe i ovulated a little later and then today i noticed more not boat loads more but definitely saw more of it and ive noticed an increase in cm in general just feels wet down there. I dont wanna test, im scared and I know with me not knowing for sure when ovulation took place i wont even know if the test will be accurate so now im lost and confused as to what to do. If my cycles were normal my period would be considered late. I decided that if anything I would wait to say its not considered late until a week from now just incase the blood tinged ewcm was me actually ovulating. I just dont wanna test to early and get a false negative but I dont wanna wait and end up having yet another mc. What do you ladies think I should do????

 

[laura109]

There are millions of girls out there who do what you described and i was one. I had a chemical in 2013. I was so hurt. A positive turned into heavy bleeding 3 days later. I lost all my confidence. I had heavy periods and shorter cycles afterwards and felt like it meant my body was not going to conceive. We started trying again in dec 2013. I got obsessed. Had sex on the days around mid cycle. I did pregnancy tests every month early. Sometimes daily. Then in april 2014 i said thats it i give up. I relaxed. Continued taking folic acid and in may 2014 i fell pregnant. She is going to be a year old next week. Try and relax. Dont worry too much for next couple of months relax. Your body can take some tome to get back to normal after a mc. I am sorry for your loss. Its A painful feeling having it snatched back off you. Take care xx

 

[rockstarlove9]

There are millions of girls out there who do what you described and i was one. I had a chemical in 2013. I was so hurt. A positive turned into heavy bleeding 3 days later. I lost all my confidence. I had heavy periods and shorter cycles afterwards and felt like it meant my body was not going to conceive. We started trying again in dec 2013. I got obsessed. Had sex on the days around mid cycle. I did pregnancy tests every month early. Sometimes daily. Then in april 2014 i said thats it i give up. I relaxed. Continued taking folic acid and in may 2014 i fell pregnant. She is going to be a year old next week. Try and relax. Dont worry too much for next couple of months relax. Your body can take some tome to get back to normal after a mc. I am sorry for your loss. Its A painful feeling having it snatched back off you. Take care xx

Thanks for your response and yeah i really am trying to take a break accept for this whole cm thing. If i havent started af by this saturday then ill probably test a week afterwards or just wait because i have a doc appt on the third and who knows maybe it will be some good news and that mucus was a sticky bean taking hold. Im not getting hopeful but we'll see i guess.