Breeelizabeth
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I hope you don't mind ladies but I need to let some things out and because I don't have anyone around me I thought this would be the place to. I thought I was starting to recover from PND. But then my support networks fell apart, my baby got sick and before I knew it I was feeling lower than ever.
I'm so stressed and I try to calm down but she screams all day every day and now she's starting to scream all night (from her reflux and lactose intolerance plus they have found a problem with her heart.) I'm so worried that I'll snap and hurt her. I'm a single, teen mum who is alone 24/7 with the baby. My parents used to help out but they've decided now that it's my responsibility and I need to deal with it and I understand. My dad keeps telling me that I'm not a good mum and that I shouldn't have brought her into the world because he knew I wouldn't cope.
I can't leave the house. I can't do anything without crying. I'm at the end of my tether, I'm tired and I really don't want to be here anymore.
Please tell me it gets better.
I'm so stressed and I try to calm down but she screams all day every day and now she's starting to scream all night (from her reflux and lactose intolerance plus they have found a problem with her heart.) I'm so worried that I'll snap and hurt her. I'm a single, teen mum who is alone 24/7 with the baby. My parents used to help out but they've decided now that it's my responsibility and I need to deal with it and I understand. My dad keeps telling me that I'm not a good mum and that I shouldn't have brought her into the world because he knew I wouldn't cope.
I can't leave the house. I can't do anything without crying. I'm at the end of my tether, I'm tired and I really don't want to be here anymore.
Please tell me it gets better.