12dpiui & bfn...2 years ttc and feeling devastated!

[Mommyagain]

In a few weeks it will have been 2 years ttc. I have been on fertility meds for over a year, surgery, and went through a lot of disappointment.

My lmp was april 24. Took letrozole cd3-7. I had a positive opk cd13. Went in for iui cd14. U/s showed 1 follie. It had already ovulated but they said it had just happened. Dh is out of the country but he left spermies before he left. They didnt do so well upon thawing so the count was low. Then I started progesterone a few days later.

Fs said I could test 12-14 dpiui. Today was 12 & I got a bfn on a frer. I cried & cried. So I suppose im out. Seems like it wouldve showed on a frer (6days sooner) hpt.

I am starting to lose all hope.

Just looking for some support or positive stories. Things have been rough emotionally lately.

 

[wanting2010]

I'm so sorry hon. I will never understand why some women who want children desperately go through struggle after struggle while others who don't even want to be pregnant seem to have no problem. It just doesn't seem fair.

I'm in your same boat and feeling the same way as you are. I'm sorry I can't offer much in the way of advice or positivity, but just know that you are not alone!

 

[Mommyagain]

Thank you Wanting2010. We struggled for two years ttc our DS...and I never thought it would be that hard again...but this time is even worse.

 

[wanting2010]

Hopefully this struggle will come to an end soon, hon. What is your next step?

 

[readyformore]

So sorry hun. We've been ttc for 25 cycles and have 3 failed femara/IUI cycles in that time too. Our first baby was a clomid/IUI baby.

It just sucks.