Just to update, the discharge is getting lighter and is ok now though i am still concerned, i just want tomorrow here so i can hear the HB. I don't know whats wrong with me today i just feel so low and paranoid and like no one is listening to me. LOL! I need to get a grip.
I have got a urine infection at the moment and i am on antibiotics, i'm a little stressed aswell and oh also, a little, ahem!......constipated. Also haven't had sex in ages because i'm to scared to. Could any of them cause it?
I phoned up the delivery suite because i just worked myself up so much and she couldn't get through to the midwife so she asked for my name and number so one could get back to me but no one still has but all she kept going on about was a hospital ref number that should be on my notes, she sounded like a right cow to me on the phone like i was thick, its like all i can see is an NHS number, just take my name and number you silly cow. Then my OH rang delivery suite enquirers (a different number) go through to a midwife straight away and she asked what my due date was and said i wasn't quite 17 weeks so i can't go there yet (I'M 17 WEEKS TOMORROW AND MY MIDWIFE SAID I CAN) I've never heard so much crap in my life just because i'm a day behind, i think she was also saying i'm not 16 weeks yet, hmmmm, yes i am, i think i would know how many weeks i am. I'm really not happy at this hospital, with my next pregnancy if i do ever have one i'm going private, i'm normally happy with NHS but not at the moment, she was a cow aswell. She did say though that they will only be concerned if its red blood with clots and that what I've got is nothing but still HASN'T put my mind at ease at all. So glad my midwife has given me the option to go in tomorrow and hear the heartbeat, i just don't want to worry over Christmas til my next scan.



I'm sorry, i will get a grip now. lol!