28 weeks and still scared

[msq]

I have had 2 losses & I have been so paranoid lately, I'm so scared I'm going to have my baby early. There is a new worry in every stage of my pregnancy, I don't know if I will ever stop worrying... I want to be able to take her home with me when I leave the hospital and it scares me so much that there is always the possibility that I won't be able to. I'm on bed rest for mild pre eclampsia & so far since being on bed rest my blood pressure is fine. I go to the dr on the 10th for a regular visit.

I'm constantly scared because of symptoms I have.
I've been getting BH alot more often in the past few days, prolly 6-7 per day...not regular or anything though.

I have pressure and sharp pains in my cervix, is this normal???

and tmi but I've also been getting random gushes of discharge, it's not really watery tho... it is thin but it's white. Is this normal too?

Someone please help me I know I need to stop worrying but it's so hard when this is my first pregnancy & I don't know if what I'm experiencing is normal or not.

 

[Beanbabe]

Its totally normal to worry. After a loss a pregnancy is never easy. I still worry and im full term. You have come so far already.

About the physical symptoms you are prob more aware of the bh cos you are resting. They are totally normal and if you were busy and up and about you prob would not notice as many of them. the pressure and cervix pains are something that i have had from around 26/27 weeks. Sometimes i feel like something is going to pop down there. the discharge you get does increase the further along in pregnancy you are.

raise all your concerns with your doctor at your apt. From my experience the physical symptoms you are having are normal but Im not a medical expert. get your doctor to reassure you and try to look at how far you have come in this pregnancy rather than how far you still have to go.

good luck