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Lara18
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I had a miscarriage 2 days ago. I was 5 weeks 2 days far along and I starting getting awful cramps and then just started bleeding, I knew straight away because it was so similar to the last time. i felt sad at the time but not to bad so thought I was going to be ok, but then yesterday I just lost it, Whilst walking my dogs I broke down in a field and then spent the day in bed sobbing and sleeping. It hurt so badly, like my heart was breaking I wanted that baby so so badly, I was getting so excited about it. Today I feel a lil better, ive started to think positively. The baby was an accident but me and partner have decided il come off the pill and we will just let it happen, losing this one has made us both realise how much we want a baby. I think il be ok, it'll never stop hurting completely but time will numb the pain. I surpose it makes it a lil worse because if I had'nt lost my first baby it would be due in Jan. xxxxx