Jezzielin
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I cannot believe it has been so long since I have posted on this forum! Life has definitely been a crazy whirlwind since I first started coming to baby and bump - but in the best way possible!
My doctor says that as long as I make it to Thursday he would not stop me from going into labor, which is just crazy to think about right now!
I am so excited for her third bundle of joy but can't help but wonder if this is going to be my last pregnancy... This past week and in particular has really opened my eyes. We have always thought that we would go for a bigger family at least four kids, but it has seemed that my hubby had hit his limit. He hadn't been feeling so well lately and just before this past weekend he started getting some discomfort in his eye which we thought was just his viral infection finishing its course. Well it looks like God had other things planned, he ended up starting to lose his vision which got him admitted to the hospital and it seems as though he may potentially have a mild form of multiple sclerosis. We are still waiting on some tests and I am very optimistic that things will be okay but our world has just gotten rocked this weekend and it just puts everything in perspective.
I just felt like posting this because I haven't posted on the forum for so long but just to remind everyone how lucky we are and to never forget the blessings that we have! My hubby and I were going through a little bit of a funk and I was thinking of even maybe talking with someone at one point - but this past weekend has really shown each other how much we love and appreciate one another... Our kisses are longer and sweeter, our conversations are much more meaningful unlike the usual going on our electronic devices once we get the kids down and finally get some quiet time. When we were in the hospital, we were able to joke laugh more than we have lately and even shared a few tears about what possibilities there are with the awaited test results, though it could be entirely possible that it is just something we are going to have to watch out for in the future. We've always thought we wanted more kids but this kind of scared us though we won't be making any quick decisions. I almost want to cry looking in the mirror sometimes because the idea of this being my last pregnancy makes me so very sad! I love being pregnant and can't believe I'm at the stage of my life where I may be done having children...
Anyway, he's coming home from the hospital tomorrow and then it looks like it will be my turn in just a few weeks haha! But God is good and I hope all of you ladies are doing just as well!
My doctor says that as long as I make it to Thursday he would not stop me from going into labor, which is just crazy to think about right now!
I am so excited for her third bundle of joy but can't help but wonder if this is going to be my last pregnancy... This past week and in particular has really opened my eyes. We have always thought that we would go for a bigger family at least four kids, but it has seemed that my hubby had hit his limit. He hadn't been feeling so well lately and just before this past weekend he started getting some discomfort in his eye which we thought was just his viral infection finishing its course. Well it looks like God had other things planned, he ended up starting to lose his vision which got him admitted to the hospital and it seems as though he may potentially have a mild form of multiple sclerosis. We are still waiting on some tests and I am very optimistic that things will be okay but our world has just gotten rocked this weekend and it just puts everything in perspective.
I just felt like posting this because I haven't posted on the forum for so long but just to remind everyone how lucky we are and to never forget the blessings that we have! My hubby and I were going through a little bit of a funk and I was thinking of even maybe talking with someone at one point - but this past weekend has really shown each other how much we love and appreciate one another... Our kisses are longer and sweeter, our conversations are much more meaningful unlike the usual going on our electronic devices once we get the kids down and finally get some quiet time. When we were in the hospital, we were able to joke laugh more than we have lately and even shared a few tears about what possibilities there are with the awaited test results, though it could be entirely possible that it is just something we are going to have to watch out for in the future. We've always thought we wanted more kids but this kind of scared us though we won't be making any quick decisions. I almost want to cry looking in the mirror sometimes because the idea of this being my last pregnancy makes me so very sad! I love being pregnant and can't believe I'm at the stage of my life where I may be done having children...
Anyway, he's coming home from the hospital tomorrow and then it looks like it will be my turn in just a few weeks haha! But God is good and I hope all of you ladies are doing just as well!
here's to an easy delivery for you when the time comes
x
