Emmarose2010
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This is a very upsetting subject for me so please keep all negative comments to yourself..
I'm 39 + 4 along and I've been feeling so depressed lately. I have a 4 yr old daughter and my son is due any day now. Both children have the same farther. We were together for 7 years, engaged had a house ect.. He left me at the end of last year when I was 2 months along.
I've been up & down ever since. Really been finding it hard to cope. I lost our house & car, and have had to build from the bottom up.
Financially things are just ok. Ex partner hardly ever pays child support & refuses to believe second child is his.
He found someone else 5 weeks after he left me & moved 2 hours away with her. And doesn't want much to do with his son.
I'm just so devastated. I'm still in love with him & I don't know why.
I've managed to keep my emotions under control for most of the pregnancy but as soon as I hit 38 weeks its just been downhill. I love both my children so much, but I'm starting to loose hope in my future & starting to question if I am capable of doing it alone.
I feel like such a mess, like its never going to get any better. Is it normal to be feeling like this? I'm ashamed to admit I've lost a bit of excitement about meeting my little man too What's wrong with me???
I'm 39 + 4 along and I've been feeling so depressed lately. I have a 4 yr old daughter and my son is due any day now. Both children have the same farther. We were together for 7 years, engaged had a house ect.. He left me at the end of last year when I was 2 months along.
I've been up & down ever since. Really been finding it hard to cope. I lost our house & car, and have had to build from the bottom up.
Financially things are just ok. Ex partner hardly ever pays child support & refuses to believe second child is his.
He found someone else 5 weeks after he left me & moved 2 hours away with her. And doesn't want much to do with his son.
I'm just so devastated. I'm still in love with him & I don't know why.
I've managed to keep my emotions under control for most of the pregnancy but as soon as I hit 38 weeks its just been downhill. I love both my children so much, but I'm starting to loose hope in my future & starting to question if I am capable of doing it alone.
I feel like such a mess, like its never going to get any better. Is it normal to be feeling like this? I'm ashamed to admit I've lost a bit of excitement about meeting my little man too What's wrong with me???