yeahuloveme
6 angel babies :'(
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:'( first time i have been back here in almost a year, saw my twins ticker, set me off crying all over again.
I cant deny it is getting easier but does the pain ever really go away, do we ever really come to terms with the fact that the baby we loved nutured and carried is gone, that we never got to hear them cry, to see them smile, they say that labour is the worst pain ever, but loosing your precious baby is so much worse, the pain just doesnt go, that aching feeling in your chest, the lump in your throat, the resentment you feel when you see some one with a new baby , maybe I am a horrible person but I cant help feeling ITS NOT FAIR! where is my baby, why did they get to keep theirs but I keep loosing mine.
my best friend just had a little girl, who is now to be my god daughter, she is almost 8 weeks old, and i have seen her twice, how do i tell my best friend that holding her daughter and watching her sleep is so hard.
I cant deny it is getting easier but does the pain ever really go away, do we ever really come to terms with the fact that the baby we loved nutured and carried is gone, that we never got to hear them cry, to see them smile, they say that labour is the worst pain ever, but loosing your precious baby is so much worse, the pain just doesnt go, that aching feeling in your chest, the lump in your throat, the resentment you feel when you see some one with a new baby , maybe I am a horrible person but I cant help feeling ITS NOT FAIR! where is my baby, why did they get to keep theirs but I keep loosing mine.
my best friend just had a little girl, who is now to be my god daughter, she is almost 8 weeks old, and i have seen her twice, how do i tell my best friend that holding her daughter and watching her sleep is so hard.