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Tomorrow I find out if I will be induced or not. I developed PUPPPS and while the medicine I am on is helping I am still very itchy! I have everything I need for baby boy and my bag and his bag are already packed. Hubby just has to tell his commander I am in labor and he is good to go. Mom is driving or flying down on induction depending on if I am induced and if no induction she will wait for my "I'm in labor" phone call. My MIL (in upstate NY) just told me today that she really wants to be there for the birth too (thank god I actually like my In-Laws!) so she is planning on flying down if she can or driving.
I guess I am just nervous that when I get there they will tell me that no, you are not favorable and that they want me to wait until I go into labor. The itching is going to drive me mad! Im also afraid they will tell me ok, we will induce you on ??? and that will send me off into panic mode! I know, crazy right! I am mentally prepared but scared out of my mind! I know that all first time and more than likely any mom/dad are scared but I feel like a loon! I really think I am more scared they will tell me no on the induction. I have dropped alot and have started getting crazy pressure and lightning vag! I have also been getting braxton hicks in my back! Last night I was a little hopeful because they lasted about 3 hours but slowed/stopped at about 1 am. Today, same thing! Lots of back contractions that stop! I guess I more or less needed to get this off my chest and finish cleaning the bathrooms (just in case)!
I guess I am just nervous that when I get there they will tell me that no, you are not favorable and that they want me to wait until I go into labor. The itching is going to drive me mad! Im also afraid they will tell me ok, we will induce you on ??? and that will send me off into panic mode! I know, crazy right! I am mentally prepared but scared out of my mind! I know that all first time and more than likely any mom/dad are scared but I feel like a loon! I really think I am more scared they will tell me no on the induction. I have dropped alot and have started getting crazy pressure and lightning vag! I have also been getting braxton hicks in my back! Last night I was a little hopeful because they lasted about 3 hours but slowed/stopped at about 1 am. Today, same thing! Lots of back contractions that stop! I guess I more or less needed to get this off my chest and finish cleaning the bathrooms (just in case)!