a river of tears

[rockstarlove9]

I had a cp in January and was absolutely ectstatic this past weekend when i got a bright bold bfp. I kept thinking this is my rainbow baby like I didnt use any clomid to concieve my body did what it was supposed to do on its own so this one has to stick. This is GODs doing. Ive been praying over my baby everyday since before I knew for certain it was in there and yesterday I begin to spot. They did an ultrasound and couldnt find anything and since my cycles are irregulart they have no way of telling how far along I am. They just did a blood test to verify and told me to repeat it in 48 hrs and that we would no more once those results come in. Im not cramping just the same pressue ive been having since before and the spotting is off and on im waiting unpatiently for my progesterone suppositiories to be done as i think those might help. I havent cried so much since my last miscarriage. Im worried sick to the point ive lost my appetite.

 

[Dollybird]

Big hugs to you. I've spotted in all my pregnancies apart from this one.. Probably just implantation. Not having cramps is a good sign. Fingers crossed for you that that little bean is just burrowing deep xxx

 

[rockstarlove9]

MY Hcg levels dropped from 2537 to 908 so it looks like another miscarriage is eminent. Im at a loss for words

 

[kristymarie17]

Oh Rockstar, I'm so sorry girlfriend.

Just try and stay positive. You'll have a sticky bean when the time is right and when you're supposed to.

lots and lots of hugs to you, and we're all here for you.

 

[rockstarlove9]

Oh Rockstar, I'm so sorry girlfriend.

Just try and stay positive. You'll have a sticky bean when the time is right and when you're supposed to.

lots and lots of hugs to you, and we're all here for you.

thank you