I took medication to begin a miscarriage for my little one had failed to develop. We gave him/her lots of time, but for naught. It was so hard, and I was so utterly depressed. My friends were all pregnant, and we had been trying for quite some time.
Exactly a year from that day, I am due any day now, with a healthy little rainbow baby boy. What a difference a year makes.
I hope this can give some hope to women who are where I was a year ago. I was nervous throughout my early pregnancy, always waiting for the shoe to drop. It gets easier, I promise. Each week that goes by, you take a bit of a deeper breath. Each month that goes by, you allow yourself to get more excited. You never forget, but you can move on. I hope all of you have a success story to report in your future too.
Exactly a year from that day, I am due any day now, with a healthy little rainbow baby boy. What a difference a year makes.
I hope this can give some hope to women who are where I was a year ago. I was nervous throughout my early pregnancy, always waiting for the shoe to drop. It gets easier, I promise. Each week that goes by, you take a bit of a deeper breath. Each month that goes by, you allow yourself to get more excited. You never forget, but you can move on. I hope all of you have a success story to report in your future too.
in August, as I was afraid of another m/c. When I was originally due, I cried a lot about the baby I didn't have, despite finding out that I was pregnant again. It's hard to grieve over a m/c, and finding out there was another LO on the way... I was still terrified about losing my LO.
