ABSOLUTELY Terrified ! ! ! ! !

[CarCam]

Most of you know by now that I had a early miscarriage April 9th- last month. It took me quite a while to even THINK about "frolicking" with my husband, but I finally built up enough nerve to resume our sex life.

I have always charted my cycles, and treated my MC bleeding as the beginning of my cycle. Looking back at my chart and CM, it appears as though on the 14th day of my cycle- we conceived.

I am 99.9% positive that I am pregnant, and I am scared to death! I have ALL the same signs and symptoms I did with my pregnancy last month and I am so terrified that because everything seems to be exactly the same...nausea, headaches, moodiness, tingly ( . Y . )s, cramping, abdominal tenderness...that it will end up the same way it did last time.

Now, I do realize that this way of thinking is NOT healthy, but I can't help it. I have been worrying myself to death, and I know that all these shots of adrenaline that I am causing to course through my body CANNOT be healthy!

I have tried every distraction in the book, but I am just consumed. I lay in bed late at night unable to sleep because I am going over and over again everything I did, everything I ate last time, so as not to make the same mistakes this time- as though I did something to cause my MC.

I am a mess ladies!!!

 

[Csunshine013]

I have the same exact worries. I haven't yet tested, but all signs point to yes we have done it. I have gone over in my head all the taboo things I did before I knew I was pg the in Dec. I know once we make past the point we were at before we will feel better, but I don't think the worries ever leave completely just have to take it one day at a time.

 

[dan-o]

Ohhh, how exciting!!! Two possible BFP's on the way?!!!

..fingers crossed & good luck with your testing.. PMA!!

 

[rachjim98]

Best of luck Ladies.... What is meant to be will happen just keep the faith I can completely understand where you are coming from and hope you can relax and enjoy it if it is your time

 

[Las78]

Exciting news hun.

Can you perhaps arrange to see the midwife a little earlier than normal or book a private scan. Just think that maybe doing something, seeing someone or getting extra care may alleviate some fears.

Just a thought hun, I can't imagine how scared you must be feeling, try and be positive, I'm sure thats so much easier said than done though.

Wishing you all the very best x