hi so i not been on here for a few months really are having a rough time here goes - my hubbys dad has been poorly for a number of years an my hubby found him the the other week at home in a really bad state, the hosp told us there was nothing they could do for him we watched him slip away... heart breaking ! then the funeral was delayed due to post mortem an the jubilee weekend the day of the funeral my hubby got rushed in to hsopital he had a stroke hes 44.. up until all this we had been trying for a baby im under hospital its just heart breaking going threw all this an seeing so many people pregnant !! we still want a baby to have a family of our own, sorry for going on just need to talk xxx