Congratulations on having such a beautiful daughter! I had to read your birth story as mine was very very similar (induction then forcep delivery). I felt like such a failure as I couldnt push in the right place. I blame the epidural which didn't work properly (only seemed to work on half of my body), by the time I was pushing in the right place the contraction would be over. They let me push for two hours in the end and I was also begging for a c-section. We were able to deliver my daughter by forceps and she was absolutely fine. I absolutely adore my gorgeous little girl but the experience of the birth and the pain from the episiotomy I think affected my ability to bond immediately. But we're great now, love her more than anything, still not sure about having any more kids though!
Enjoy your gorgeous baby