All over a t-shirt!!

[xarlenex]

I'll try cut a long story short here. Basically Kyle was with John but was supposed to have been dropped off with my mum before we finished work but when me and Sam, my new partner, got back to mines Kyle was still with John, so Sam proceeded to put up shelves cause thats what he was over to do. I quickly got changed out my work stuff and run down to answer the door because I knew it would be Kyle coming back and I missed him!

So its John and Kyle, I get all his stuff and ask John quietly (my mum and sam were in the living room and I know John doesn't wanna discuss things like this infront of them) if he has my money. He still owes me money from october last year, some of which included presents i'd bought Kyle for his christmas from both of us. Oh and a new buggy we were halfing for. Plus my monthly money I get for Kyle. Then he goes off on one, shouting about how I do nothing but rub my happy life in his face and how hes trying his best. So I told him I wasn't doing this infront of Kyle and shut the door once he'd gave him a kiss bye.

Then I get a phone call from him half an hour later so I asked in what way do I rub my happy life in his face and his reply was "well you answer the door and your wearing sam's t-shirt" (with Jeans btw..) ARE YOU FREAKIN KIDDEN ME!!! I shoved it on because it was there and I was trying to get ready fast, i was stayin in last night anyway, and usually were it to bed. I never picked it up thinking "ah ha..i'll be a bitch!"
I think its an excuse because yet again he didn't have my money but then he goes on to drag up the usually stuff. About how I took things away from him that he can never get back, this being Kyles first and 2nd holiday. I never took it away, he lost me threw faults of his own, i never took the chance away from him

Then I got a text telling me "you practically tore my heart out of my chest and stomped on it there coz you had a crush" I hate that this break ups hurting him so much. But the thing is, whats he going threw now, I've been there, done that. Whilst we were together as well!! The amount of times I cried myself to sleep because he just wasn't interested in talking and sorting things out is unreal.The amount of lies he told me when we were together was out of order and i gave him so many chances. I cried then too because I didnt think, if someone truely loved you they would lie to you. So I have my right to be happy now, yeah?

I dont know whether I should be hurt, angry or feeling guilty

 

[brownhairedmom]

Wow thats rough. He's really not being fair! I wouldn't worry too much about it, it sounds like hes playing games on purpose to make you upset.

 

[babystar]

 

[xarlenex]

He's just picking at everything he possibly can and its really geting to me. I really wanted us to be friends for Kyles sake but I dont think it's going to be possible.