AlwaysPraying

[Las78]

Hey hun,

Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you today and hoping that you're doing as ok as can be.

You know we are here for you hun, whenever you feel ready if you need to talk or just someone to listen.

 

[rachjim98]

 

[babytots]

thinking of you too hunni and we are all here for you whenever you need us.x

 

[Aidedhoney]

Big hugs xxxx

 

[AlwaysPraying]

Well, I have to tell you guys something. Firstly, thank you so much for your thoughts, that really means a lot to me.

I actually delayed the appointment until tomorrow. I don't know what came over me. We went to the hospital this morning and we talked with the nurse there for a couple hours and I just couldn't do it. today just wasnt right. It all was happening too fast and I needed a say. If all I could do was to choose the day, then that's what I had to do.

I've upset my partner, he's exhausted. He says it's ok but he was prepared for today, so we have yet another day to get through. I feel like part of me has failed but I had to do it and I just can't explain why.

 

[rachjim98]

no need to explain anything here!! Just hoping the best for you in whatever you decide. So sorry you and your family are going through this

 

[Aidedhoney]

You did what you had to do hun xxxxx

 

[borntobeamum]

Well, I have to tell you guys something. Firstly, thank you so much for your thoughts, that really means a lot to me.

I actually delayed the appointment until tomorrow. I don't know what came over me. We went to the hospital this morning and we talked with the nurse there for a couple hours and I just couldn't do it. today just wasnt right. It all was happening too fast and I needed a say. If all I could do was to choose the day, then that's what I had to do.

I've upset my partner, he's exhausted. He says it's ok but he was prepared for today, so we have yet another day to get through. I feel like part of me has failed but I had to do it and I just can't explain why.

Been thinking about you all day today, There is no need to explaine to us, the decision to delay is right for you, your partner is probably just very concerned for you also. Do not feel you have failed, you have done what was right for you and that is what matters.

Ill be thinking of you throughout this time.

xxxxxxxx

 

[babytots]

oh hun like others have said you dont need to explain to us why.

things have happened so fast for you and you need time to let it sink in. bless your partner but am sure he understands how difficult this is for you even more so then it is for himself as its you having to go through this physically as well as emotionally. i hope tomorow goes well sweetheart! x

 

[Las78]

I agree hun, you did what you had to do. Thinking of you and your partner x

 

[AlwaysPraying]

Thank you ladies. It was so consuming, I've never felt anything like that in my life. And it's weird because it has nothing to do with actually doing it. I'm not changing my mind, I'm not doing anything like that, today just wasn't right and it terrified me.

I pray for calm tomorrow and that it goes much smoother.

 

[Las78]

Thinking of you today and hoping you feel a little calmer x

 

[AlwaysPraying]

I'm going in this morning. I feel better, still nervous and sad, but in a better mind set than yesterday. Pray for me!

 

[rachjim98]

Praying for you today, hope it goes as well as it can sweetie... Dont forget to give yourself time to accept and grieve for what it is your about to do. Bless you and your family on this hard day

 

[babytots]

i hope today has gone well for you hunni you have been in my thoughts. x

 

[Las78]

I hope you're ok hun, thinking of you x

 

[beaney]

Hi hun, just wanted to say 'ditto' to what the others have said. Thinking of you.

 

[borntobeamum]

Been thiking of you all day. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[soulsister]

Hi sweetie

You are in my prayers today. Hope it went as well as it could. Give yourself time to greive and to heal. Remember that as hard as it feels at the moment, you showed so much courage by going through this.........am crying for you now, but hope you are ok.

Laura x

 

[roadrunner]

Been thinking of you, too, today. ((gentle hugs))