Am I allowed a rant?

[rainbows_x]

I don't really want to put a downer on everything, just need to let some stuff out - Sorry.

Well, in one week it is my 20th birthday - my OH knows this and hasn't booked the day off, I think my family are working too so I will be spending the day all alone It is mine & OH's year together on the 1st and I have a feeling he's working then too

I also have MW on Monday, OH normally comes & the past few times she's sent me off to the hospital for monitoring for my BP, I feel she might this time after whats happened last week and my BP normally goes up for some reason, so I would have to walk there myself as he is not coming.

Also, on my birthday my nan has to go in for an operation as she found a lump in her breast & it is cancerous
One of my close friends had a heart attack on Thursday, he's stable, but we don't know much more.

I have tried to stay positive about everything for my little girl, as she could come anyday and I don't want to stress and make her come earlier but I just want her here so I can hug her

I have nothing to do everyday, OH goes work and I'm left alone - Don't get me wrong I love how he provides for us, he works his ass of for barely any money - but I feel so lonely, I've packed my hospital bag & done all the house work, there is nothing for me to do, I get so bored and depressed

I am sorry to rant, I know I am better off than some but still

 

[aob1013]

Oh hun, sounds like we are all going through the same thing - i have a huge rant going on in GS at the moment, which sounds just like yours.

I can't offer much advice, just lots of love and support .. and that we will be ok, promise xxx

 

[Jemma_x]

x

 

[AriannasMama]

so sorry.

 

[Hotbump]

i think today isnt a good day for most of us... @ least we have bnb support.

 

[emmylou209]

xx

 

[bbyno1]

awww big
would your OH not be able to book just one of those days off work maybe?
im the same tho,im at home nearly everyday (as u can probly tell from me being online 24.7)
coz i have nothing do to and fob works long hours..all we gotta do is stay positive and think in a few weeks we gunna have our baby and we will never get bored againhehe..
i hope your friend and nan are okay x

 

[Jadelm]

Not long now hun, you only have to get through the next couple of weeks and then your princess will be here and you'll be so busy rushing around after her that you'll miss the times of sitting on BnB all day I know things get tough sometimes but if you hold your head high and take it in your stride there's always a brighter ahead xxx

 

[Lauraxamy]

I understand how you feel, my OH works alot too and he never seems to think about taking time off for my bday etc, he also only ever came to two of my MW appointments It's part of the reason I would stay at my Mums in the week else I'd feel sooo lonely at his flat. It will get better when your LO is here, she can keep you company but you still also need adult company to keep you sane Can you not suggest he has half a day off or finishes early to do a little something for your birthday? Or to go to your MW appointment. Good luck Monday at your appointment.

 

[AnnabelsMummy]

yeah, i pretty much agree with the other ladies, ask him if he'd be able to maybe get the day off or something - if not maybe you could go out in the evening - for a really nice meal or something? that way you could spend the day getting ready...

oh and just for spending time by yourself - maybe pamper yourself and stuff - maybe get a few face masks or something - might make you feel a bit better
treating yourself like a princess!!
xxxxxx

 

[rainbows_x]

Oh will be working 3pm till midnight, so we could do something in the day, but we are both night owls
My friend suggested we go for a meal with another friend earlier so will be doing that now.
Just annoyed that OH didn't even think to book it off :/

x

 

[abbSTAR]

xxxxx