Am I insane!!!!

[Stotty]

Hi all I really am pulling my hair out. My last period was 23rd April and my expected one in May sort of just came and went, no pain just bled 1 day then rest of week brown slimey and dark like old blood! I am emotional wreck and would kill to go to sleep all day. Waking up around 3am and dozing back off, feel totally crap when I get up at 8am and then when I come to work just feel 'OFF' until around 2pm. Dashing to wee every 10 mins although sometimes its just a trickle but feels like a full bladder, no burning or anything. Massive boobs, very tender nips with strange lumps around them and turning white. Not much pain in the actual boob now but my nipples carry a burning sensation and have actually put cold tissues down my bra in this hot weather. Awful backache and stabbing pains in my lower abdomen on left side lasting for just about half minute. I am 39 years old and my last pregnancy was 1993. Just got back with my childhood sweetheart who is the father to my eldest, and we don't use protection by the way. Done HPT was negative but was just cheap Clear & Simple, doc did one that was also negative. Been for an ECG as my heart won't stop racing and now doc sending me for an ultrasound as my tum a little enlarged to say the least and a bit hard.

Sorry to rant I would just like someone to tell me I'm not mad.

xxxxx

 

[who's_mummy]

, hope you don't have to wait too long for your ultrasound, your symptoms all sound good and there are some women who don't get on urine tests for a long time. Hopefully the ultrasound will put your mind at rest either way. Fx that your ECG is fine too.

Gemma x

 

[Stotty]

Hi Gemma thanks so much for replying to my thread. I noticed you are in Lancashire I am moving back there when I get married so I hope we can keep in touch. I am having the symptoms even more now and made my other half go down and make me a cheese sandwiche at 10.45pm and demanded ketchup haha then I went to asda yesterday for a bottle to put on my lunch and today is chips day with ketchup again.

I have bought another test which my friend recommended but I haven't done it as yet think I am too scared!! Plus people keep on telling me that you can test too early and just get the stabbing pains in my groin have eased just had a few this morning but I can't stop weeing every 20 mins its mad.

Thanks again for the reply nice to have someone to talk to.

Tracy x

 

[Eve]

Wow! You must be so terribly confused! All your symptoms sound like you are pregnant but getting the s is odd. I know some women don't get a for a long time though so could still be good news Hope things turn out the way you want them too!! Best of luck on your ultrasound and ECG too

 

[Stotty]

Thanks babymaybe I am totally confused but hey all I can do is wait. Sat at work very strange flutters in my groin and greasy chips with KETCHUP on for lunch haha, I had roadrage coming back from the chippy I needed to eat them!

I personally think I tested too early who knows, I will try another one next week then hopefully it will be scan day. ECG was okay and heart normal, strange I can see it beating in other parts of my body though.......freaky.

Hope all well with all you ladies on here.

Great thread

Tracy x

 

[Stotty]

Hi girlies got date for my scan next week so we will see. My symptoms still same been off work for 2 days totally slept all day and can't stop crying for no reason. Still mad for ketchup, boobs pain still there but moved under my arm and is like in the side of my boob nipples only slightly tender now. Groin twinges bit weird coz still happen occasionally and still the weeing obsessively. I am losing my rag with my body now ope u 2 ok x x