hopedance
Sam's mum and pregnant
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I have recurrent depressive episodes. They are severe (the kind that last a year or more, and leave me suicidal, unable to work or study or even get out of bed), and reoccur. I've been hospitalised on multiple occasions because of this.
I have now been stable and well on antidepressants for 12 months, and it is the first time in my life I have felt 'normal'. I told my GP I wanted to get pregnant, and he basically said, yes there is a risk to the baby if you stay on your medication, but it is a really small risk, and much smaller than the risk of you getting ill again if you come off your meds.
I told him that I wanted to try coming off them anyway, and he reluctantly agreed, saying that I could always go back on them again. So I moved down to a 40mg dose (I take cymbalta/duloxetine - an SNRI) from my usual 60mg, and I am due to go down onto 20mg next week.
The problem is, I am already starting to feel depressed again, my concentration is shot, I'm tearful and unmotivated to do anything, I'm tired and just keep going back to bed and sleeping instead of doing my usual daily activities.
I know the sensible thing to do is go back up to the 60mg dose, and stay on that throughout pregnancy - but what if I get my BFP, and then the baby dies or is ill because of my medication?
Is there anyone here who has stayed on medication through pregnancy that posed a risk to the baby? Or any insight or wisdom about what I should or could do? I'm seeing my GP on monday and need to make a decision.
I have now been stable and well on antidepressants for 12 months, and it is the first time in my life I have felt 'normal'. I told my GP I wanted to get pregnant, and he basically said, yes there is a risk to the baby if you stay on your medication, but it is a really small risk, and much smaller than the risk of you getting ill again if you come off your meds.
I told him that I wanted to try coming off them anyway, and he reluctantly agreed, saying that I could always go back on them again. So I moved down to a 40mg dose (I take cymbalta/duloxetine - an SNRI) from my usual 60mg, and I am due to go down onto 20mg next week.
The problem is, I am already starting to feel depressed again, my concentration is shot, I'm tearful and unmotivated to do anything, I'm tired and just keep going back to bed and sleeping instead of doing my usual daily activities.
I know the sensible thing to do is go back up to the 60mg dose, and stay on that throughout pregnancy - but what if I get my BFP, and then the baby dies or is ill because of my medication?
Is there anyone here who has stayed on medication through pregnancy that posed a risk to the baby? Or any insight or wisdom about what I should or could do? I'm seeing my GP on monday and need to make a decision.