Well that's it, i was depressed before, now i've lost everything pretty much, i'm trying to see the good bits in life, like warmth and food... Life seems hollow at the moment, i did though expect it to happen, despite being a really healthy person, mid 20s, it's taken four years to concieve, and within the first 8 weeks of my first pregnancy, after all that vomiting and general malaise, it's over. Actually, i suppose i can draw comfort again from the fact that i can now go back to exercising as much as i like, i don't feel ill all the time and i don't feel the urge to eat junk food anymore so no need to worry about getting fat, it would have been worth it now, but that's no consolation to the fact that i feel like my life and my relationship is falling apart.
I'm just glad i didn't tell anyone. I must have known.
I guess i'll have to get a chihuahua or something, and give up, this baby stuff causes me too much pain.
Anybody else feeling miserable?
I'm just glad i didn't tell anyone. I must have known.
I guess i'll have to get a chihuahua or something, and give up, this baby stuff causes me too much pain.
Anybody else feeling miserable?