anyone due af around 7th august? 6BFPS!!!!!!!!!!!

[laura109]

Do you know what hun there will always be something that makes being pregnant unideal. I have put it of because of a formula one weekend, christmas, holidays and ive worried myself over making plans. Its so hard isn't it when you want to keep it quiet and life keeps causing difficult situations?

Cd 13 definitely seems to be the only day that works for me. Day 12 has never worked or 11.

I feel af cramps tonight slighty lower down and it reminds me of when i was pregnant with my daughter. I just want to get past this weekend though till ill relax a tiny bit. I am getting anxious about coping with morning sickness etc with a toddler to look after.

Its great that your doctor seems confident you will fall pregnant naturally before november. Thats only six months which is a huge amount of waiting for you but sounds as though in the summer you should get your bfp. You should be a mummy next year at some point which is great. I hope cd 13 is lucky for you too xx

 

[London Kiwi]

You are totally right Laura - never an ideal time. I'll just carry on as normal and go with whatever happens

How are you feeling??

Lucy - how are you getting on?

I had a really strong OPK today, will test again later, prob ovulate in the next day... back in the TWW again.

I've been painting today.... such an exciting Easter ha.

 

[laura109]

Im feeling ok thanks. Just twinges and mild af aches. Af has stayed away thankfully!!! We are also decorating so a wild easter here too lol.

I hope this is your month i have a good feeling for you. Keep me posted i would love to stay intouch

 

[London Kiwi]

Ah Brill Laura, delighted to hear that AF has stayed away... that bean is sticking!!

Awww thanks. It would be amazing if it was this month that I get the long awaited BFP!! I've told myself today that if its not that I have so much to look forward to next month that i'm not going to let it get to me too much. I have a wedding, family visiting from NZ and going to Spain - so those things should keep my mind busy. But if i get that BFP after this TWW then thats just an extra thing to be delighted about.

Officially back in the TWW for me. My life story!!

 

[lucy_smith]

You must be soooo happy Laura!!!!!

I would keep trying londonkiwi if it was me I'm sure your friend would understand if you fall pregnant if you explained you had been trying for a while! Fingers crossed for you with this 2 week wait

Mine is almost over, due af on Wednesday, so we will see

 

[London Kiwi]

I so hope AF stays away for you Lucy.... only 2 days away.
It has to be our time for a BFP soon! Imagine if we all got one in the same month
Fingers crossed and keep us posted.

And as for what you said... I agree, we will continue TTC and see what happens. Hurry up BFP!

 

[lucy_smith]

Spotting this morning ! Af set to arrive this morning bummer!

 

[London Kiwi]

Ah bugger Lucy 😔
Sorry to hear.... Another month for us both! Officially in the TWW now, but not feeling so hopeful.

Laura - hope you're feeling ok!

 

[London Kiwi]

How are you ladies?
I'm still a week away from AF but I feel out this month. Had a bit of cramping today which is normal for me a week out.
Also found out one of our good friends are expecting. I'm absolutely thrilled for them as I know he's wanted a baby for so long. But yet again I think - aggh! This is never going to happen for us.
Another friend had a baby today. A little boy - he's gorgeous.
Such a weird feeling to be so happy but so disappointed at the same time!

 

[laura109]

Hi hun sorry for thd slow reply. Its always abit of a bitter pill to swallow when someone gets to the bit you desperately are trying for. I've been there too and just felt envious but still happy for them. I hope you will be joining me soon. Both of you for that matter! You will be fantastic mummys!!

I feel sick on & off since yesterday. I am quite nervous about the next few weeks. I know that sounds silly to you who would give anything to be feeling what i am but i do find things hard at this stage. Its hard to imagine coping with my house and my dd when feeling so sick but i know i am blessed to be here xx

 

[lucy_smith]

Got my fingers crossed for you!
I know how you feel, currently feeling bummed out, that's 4 weeks since I was being referred to a fertility specialist, and could still have another 8 to go! and still no letter
On the up side I'm not sure if I told you me and my bf are now engaged! Eek! Ordered a ring at the weekend and so excited

 

[London Kiwi]

Awwww yay! Congratulations - such lovely news!!
I bet you're totally over the moon!
Aren't you heading away on holiday soon too? Fun times!

Laura I hope you feel better soon. I'm sure once this first trimester passes the nervs will calm a little, very exciting times ahead for you!

AF is due on Sunday. Defo feel out this cycle, but crampy this week.
I have a stupidly busy month coming up so should keep me busy enough till the next fertile time...

Eeeekkk! Yay lucy!!

 

[laura109]

Looks like the beginning if a mc for me. Sickness has gone and spotting and abit achy. So ill be joining you again ladies xx

 

[lucy_smith]

Omg Laura, I hope this isn't what you think it is!
I had spotting bleeding on and off through out my pregnancy, ( bled like an on off period and thought it was my period so didn't know I was pregnant till 7 weeks) have you phoned a dr?

 

[London Kiwi]

Oh no Laura, I really hope that's not the case.
Thinking of you and have my fingers crossed that everything turns out to be ok.

I am cramping pretty bad.... AF due Sunday but think she will be here tomorrow

 

[laura109]

Hi ladies the dr is taking bloods tues and thurs. spotting has stopped im just teary and feeling down. I will let u both know how i get on. Im so fed up of nature right now. If this works out bad i dont think id have the energy to start again. I feel like i came so far

I hope af stays away sunday. Keep me posted hun. Xx

 

[London Kiwi]

So happy to hear the spotting has stopped Laura. I hope that everything is ok. Relax this weekend and keep us posted on how tues goes. Will be thinking of you X

Cramps are getting worse, damn AF!!!
It's going to be another cycle... But as I'm hectically busy this month (away in Belgium this weekend, visitors from NZ and a wedding) hopefully it flies by.

I have to get this god damn BFP this summer!!!

 

[London Kiwi]

AF is late so I tested this morning, BFN of course! She's obviously just late which is annoying! I checked back on my app and it's been 27 day cycles for months now... Today is CD29 - she's playing tricks on me, damn her!!

Laura how are you??

 

[laura109]

Hi ladies i am ok but in limbo. I was so sure the game was up yesterday. The spotting returned for about an hour with red fresh blood lines on the tissue but then stopped again. It sounds ridiculous but i wish i could go back in time because i am finding this hard. I just want to feel normal and ive been inside all weekend feeling like i cba to move.

Im so sorry your cycle is late.... Did you use a first response? Some of them are rubbish at this point. There is still hope! When did u roughly ovulate? Hope the witch stays away. Oh ladies we should be enjoying this time xx

 

[London Kiwi]

Awww Laura, sounds like you're having an awful time of it.
Hopefully your doctor will be able to give you some reassurance tomorrow. Will be thinking of you.

So I used an Internet cheapie test this morning - BFN. I very rarely test, would rather the disappointment of AF than seeing that solid one line.... I have a FRER in my drawer so maybe I'll use it in the morning if she hasn't shown up.

I'm still pretty crampy so I think she's def on the way. I just wish she would hurry up so I can get onto the next cycle!