Wasnt sure where to put this....its to do with beign a mum so thought its prob best in here rather than the girly bit, but feel free to move it if you think it needs to be somewhere else.
Just want a moan really and im praying someone else feels the same as me.
I have reached the point where im really fed up of being a mum
I love all my children with everything i have and Jase, but i just feel like i dont exist anymore, they all have things that they do and im stuck in all the time doing house work.
Charlie and Ethan have tehre after school clubs, they sleep over there nans and dads as well as friends houses,
Coby goes to nuresry 4 morninbgs a week and i take him to toddler group on the 5th morning.
Adam goes to toddler group
Jase gets to go jogging whenever he feels like it, and now hes away on these 2 stag weekends in a row
I do nothing. I have had to withdraw from both my college courses in September coz i cant do them aswell as look after jase and the kids, sort money out and do all the house work and washing.
The college course im on now finishes in 3 weeks, then i will be stuck in the house all day everyday, i will never be child free, not even for the 3 hours a week the college course was for.
I sound like a right ungreatful bitch dont i, im lucky i guess, i dont have to go out to work to pay everything, yet i find myself wanting to get out there and do things for me for a change, im sick of being a mother, a wife, a cleaner and a cook, when can i just be me for a change??
Sounds crap doesnt it, im basicly jealous of my kids for having a better life than me, but that is all i ever wanted for them...
Meh, i dont know, im just rambling now, i just feel like i come last in the house, if i ever want to do anything i either have to turn it down, was offered to go out at teh weekend, i cant or i have to arrange what ever it is i want to do around everyone else first.
agghh, i know im selfish but is there anyone else out there who feels even slightly the same?
I have made myself out to sound like a terrible mother now too, but honestly im not.
x
Just want a moan really and im praying someone else feels the same as me.
I have reached the point where im really fed up of being a mum
I love all my children with everything i have and Jase, but i just feel like i dont exist anymore, they all have things that they do and im stuck in all the time doing house work.
Charlie and Ethan have tehre after school clubs, they sleep over there nans and dads as well as friends houses,
Coby goes to nuresry 4 morninbgs a week and i take him to toddler group on the 5th morning.
Adam goes to toddler group
Jase gets to go jogging whenever he feels like it, and now hes away on these 2 stag weekends in a row
I do nothing. I have had to withdraw from both my college courses in September coz i cant do them aswell as look after jase and the kids, sort money out and do all the house work and washing.
The college course im on now finishes in 3 weeks, then i will be stuck in the house all day everyday, i will never be child free, not even for the 3 hours a week the college course was for.
I sound like a right ungreatful bitch dont i, im lucky i guess, i dont have to go out to work to pay everything, yet i find myself wanting to get out there and do things for me for a change, im sick of being a mother, a wife, a cleaner and a cook, when can i just be me for a change??
Sounds crap doesnt it, im basicly jealous of my kids for having a better life than me, but that is all i ever wanted for them...
Meh, i dont know, im just rambling now, i just feel like i come last in the house, if i ever want to do anything i either have to turn it down, was offered to go out at teh weekend, i cant or i have to arrange what ever it is i want to do around everyone else first.
agghh, i know im selfish but is there anyone else out there who feels even slightly the same?
I have made myself out to sound like a terrible mother now too, but honestly im not.
x