JViti
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So, I have PCOS. I was diagnosed with it about 3-4 years ago.
To start...when I was growing up, I was the skinny girl everyone hated. I was a size 0 all through High School and I weighed 110 lbs. I never had to deal with the pressures of weight because I was already at my goal weight.
Fast forward 10 years. I had a child when I was 18,but my body (more or less) went back to normal right after birth. I was a size 3 now cuz I had hips, and I was 120 lbs, but I was at a healthy weight for my height (5'7)
But then everything changed. I gained about 60 lbs in 2 years, and its ALL, for the most part, in my face, butt, and belly.
I look like I am 5 months pregnant.
The acne is ridiculous (I never had acne growing up) and the facial hair is gross. I went shopping for my sons First Communion yesterday and I decided to get myself an outfit for the occasion...I found myself shopping in the maternity section. Nothing fits me. When I wear the maternity clothes, obviously it makes my belly pop out more, but the other 'normal' clothes are just too tight on my abdomen. I am at a record 198 lbs and no matter how hard I try to diet, I just cant seem to lose the weight...and it isnt for lack of trying.
I went on a diet...more like a lifestyle change. I did weight-watchers and everything. I did it for 2 months...I lost 4lbs. IN 2 MONTHS! I followed all my docs orders, I followed all the diet plans, I did WW, I did the fat flushes, EVERYTHING! Nothing I do seems to work. My RE told me that PCOS makes it almost impossible to lose weight without medical/surgical intervention. it crushed me.
The reason for this post...is...maybe us PCOS women can just join together--support eachother--whether it be for infertility reasons, weight reasons, "feeling manly" reasons--or any other issues we have. If we find something that works for us, we can let eachother know. We can maybe work together and find support with eachother. I dont know ANYONE else with PCOS so I feel like I am all alone in this, and I feel like, although my husband is awesome and stands by me, I feel like he deserves a "real woman." Not a testosterone filled woman. Its depressing. PCOS sucks...huge ass!
Anyone interested?? If anyone knows what a PCOS woman goes through, its other PCOS women. We can chat here, or we can PM eachother, or facebook or whatever. I just think that PCOS women outta stick together!!
To start...when I was growing up, I was the skinny girl everyone hated. I was a size 0 all through High School and I weighed 110 lbs. I never had to deal with the pressures of weight because I was already at my goal weight.
Fast forward 10 years. I had a child when I was 18,but my body (more or less) went back to normal right after birth. I was a size 3 now cuz I had hips, and I was 120 lbs, but I was at a healthy weight for my height (5'7)
But then everything changed. I gained about 60 lbs in 2 years, and its ALL, for the most part, in my face, butt, and belly.
I look like I am 5 months pregnant.
The acne is ridiculous (I never had acne growing up) and the facial hair is gross. I went shopping for my sons First Communion yesterday and I decided to get myself an outfit for the occasion...I found myself shopping in the maternity section. Nothing fits me. When I wear the maternity clothes, obviously it makes my belly pop out more, but the other 'normal' clothes are just too tight on my abdomen. I am at a record 198 lbs and no matter how hard I try to diet, I just cant seem to lose the weight...and it isnt for lack of trying.
I went on a diet...more like a lifestyle change. I did weight-watchers and everything. I did it for 2 months...I lost 4lbs. IN 2 MONTHS! I followed all my docs orders, I followed all the diet plans, I did WW, I did the fat flushes, EVERYTHING! Nothing I do seems to work. My RE told me that PCOS makes it almost impossible to lose weight without medical/surgical intervention. it crushed me.
The reason for this post...is...maybe us PCOS women can just join together--support eachother--whether it be for infertility reasons, weight reasons, "feeling manly" reasons--or any other issues we have. If we find something that works for us, we can let eachother know. We can maybe work together and find support with eachother. I dont know ANYONE else with PCOS so I feel like I am all alone in this, and I feel like, although my husband is awesome and stands by me, I feel like he deserves a "real woman." Not a testosterone filled woman. Its depressing. PCOS sucks...huge ass!
Anyone interested?? If anyone knows what a PCOS woman goes through, its other PCOS women. We can chat here, or we can PM eachother, or facebook or whatever. I just think that PCOS women outta stick together!!