Approaching 1yr mark, still no BFP

[Bullcitybaby]

TTC for a year with no luck. Decided to stop and wait until after our June wedding. Ordered my dream dress at the end of Nov 13. Cycle has a mind of its own, between 35-42 days. Spotted off and on for 6 weeks. Took countless tests, all BFN. Mid December I started having cold symptoms. Before I drugged myself I decided to take my last CBD test. I didn't even look at it, as I just knew it would say no. To my surprise I looked over and saw "pregnant".

I went to the ER, because i had been bleeding, they said I was 5w along and baby was fine. Baby grew and had sting heart beat. Made it to 18week ultrasound. Everything was perfect, found out we were having a Girl!!!!!! Had next appointment in April 2014 at 22w4d. Mentioned I had some spotting, didn't pay much attention because I bled during the beginning. They wanted to take a look. Found that my cervix was slightly open. Did an ultrasound, my cervical length had all but disappeared. They made an appointment for me to go to the hospital to talk about a cerclage. If I started having pain I should go to the hospital.

Next morning pain started, hubby took me to ER. Said I was in Labor, and there nothing they could do because the baby was 22weeks and not 23weeks Held off on the epidural so I could feel my Sweetheart moving as long as I could. That night I delivered a perfect Angel. Leaving the hospital the next day with empty arms was the hardest thing I have ever been through.

Started TTC again on our honeymoon. Have endured month after month of BFN. Cycle has gone to 41 days for the last 2 months. Felt myself ovulate last month and BD before and after. Now 13 DPO and 5 days til AF. Keep getting BFN. Had early tenderness in Breasts 2dpo, but that has gone away.

Has any body had a BFP with disapproving symptoms and negative tests? Sorry the post is so long, and advise is welcome.

 

[Dill]

I'm so sorry for what you've been through. It can take up to 12 cycles to get pregnant even without any medical problems, so try not to despair if it's taking a while. Hang in there and keep trying!

Always remember that it's not over until AF hits. Some women don't get their BFP on tests until 14dpo (or later!), so try to stay optimistic.

What method(s) of ovulation tracking are you using?

 

[Fleur828815]

So so sorry for your loss Bullcitybaby, my heart breaks for you imagining how hard it must have been

If you're not expecting AF for 5 days it might still be too early to test and for symptoms. Hope that you'll get a BFP this month, or if not, very very soon.