maaybe2010
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I am begining to really resent my OH for these fertility issues. . . .
I feel as if I was with someone else this would all be so easy, no IVF, no tears, no wasted time
I love my OH so much and I'm not planning on ever leaving him but I can't stop these thoughts, I've even thought about if I was to sleep with someone else behind his back and get pregnant that way. Of course I'm not going to do this but feel awful for even thinking it
I know it can't totally be all his fault becasue he did get me pregnant and I lost it but I still deep down feel that it is all his fault.
I sound like such a cow
I feel as if I was with someone else this would all be so easy, no IVF, no tears, no wasted time
I love my OH so much and I'm not planning on ever leaving him but I can't stop these thoughts, I've even thought about if I was to sleep with someone else behind his back and get pregnant that way. Of course I'm not going to do this but feel awful for even thinking it
I know it can't totally be all his fault becasue he did get me pregnant and I lost it but I still deep down feel that it is all his fault.
I sound like such a cow