Good luck Abs,
Jade hope things get moving soon.
Ive had my consultant appointment today and it wasnt great!
I hate to moan but im so scared of going through the same ending as I did with Olivia and it seems like thats the way its going to go.
After my last consultant appointment i felt much better about things but this one has brought me right back down again and those memories of the end of my pregnancy with Olivia have come flooding back.. My last appointment was with a dr under the consultant and this one was with the consultant herself.
Ill start with the positive, the consultant has gone against the MWs and has said that she dosent think the baby is a big baby at all. She confirmed again that LO wasnt engaged which I knew any way.
I have opted for VBAC over an elective c-section but she now dosent want to see me for 4 weeks, because its a bank holiday Monday the clinic is closed and therefore I now have to wait 4.5 weeks and go up to L&D to see her. She hasnt said that this will be an induction day either, just for the usual examination and at my last appointment they had said they would start sweeps at 40 weeks which obviously isnt going to happen until im almost 42 weeks.
I dont have much faith in going into labor, i know every pregnancy is different but I just have that feeling that it just isnt going to happen again, I had 5 attempts at induction with Olivia all of which failed and I was taken for an emcs at 42+1, I never responded to being induced at all.
I feel totally fed up, so my next apt is 31st August, guess i'll be having a september baby. (sorry I sound like a brat but im so uncomfortable i was just wanting an end in sight and I havent got one)
I dunno if its hormones but all ive done since ive got back is cry
xx