Being strong is so hard :( sorry for the rant!

[Armooo]

If you have read my other post you will see that my fiance broke up with me 2 months ago and I felt like my world has fell apart. Despite the signs pointing to him wanting to try again, untill he tells me he wants to being strong is so hard.
I try my best for our little girl, who he sees a lot. But when she goes to bed I just want to cry, I miss him so badly.
Sorry I needed to tell someone, because today is just one of them days.

 

[janinio87uk]

 

[whoknowsx]

Hang in there for you & your LO

 

[Mammy2Joojx]

has he said to you he wants to get back & try again or is that what you're hoping? Maybe ask him out rightso yyou know where you stand. Keep strong hun x x

 

[george83]

If you have read my other post you will see that my fiance broke up with me 2 months ago and I felt like my world has fell apart. Despite the signs pointing to him wanting to try again, untill he tells me he wants to being strong is so hard.
I try my best for our little girl, who he sees a lot. But when she goes to bed I just want to cry, I miss him so badly.
Sorry I needed to tell someone, because today is just one of them days.

i always find the night time the worse, it's so lonely and there's nothing to distract you and stop your mind racing

 

[Armooo]

Thank you, knowing I can talk on here does help a lot

 

[Armooo]

So today I found our memory box, with like all the little cute hed done for me and the letters he had wrote. I just dont understand we were so in love, and then it all changed Ino its been 2 months but Im still no better really.

 

[george83]

i found the wedding box that i put toegther for my husband on our wedding day at the weekend too and i cried as i went through all the things in put in there for him. I acn't belive how happy i thought we were and all this time he was so unhappy he was planning on leaving me.

he actually asked me a while ago where the box was and now i'm trying to work out what he took from it to see if i should have known then that he wanted to leave me. I literally can not stop thinking all these crazy thoughts about how i should have noticed.

 

[Armooo]

Mothers day was lovely, he treated me like a princess. Same flirty self, kissing and what not. But aint text today, yet when he come down and acted normal, flirty blah blah blah.
I hate that I love him so much. I wish he would just want to be with me again

 

[SilasLove]

Don't let him play you dear. You have to be upfront with him and ask him whether or not you two will be together again. It doesn't have to be today or even in a month but you need to know where you stand so you don't let your heart get too far ahead of you. (Even more than it already is, I mean.)

I wish your little family the best and true happiness. I know being strong is the toughest thing I have ever done as sometimes I just feel like breaking down and telling the whole world to f**k off as I am having a bad day. Unfortunately the world doesn't have a care about how I feel. xx