Bleeding Heavily

[anorak]

I think my little sesame seed is no more. Woke up to terrible cramps and heavy bleeding. I am only 5 weeks along and I think I have had a Chemical Pregnancy. I phoned my boss up in tears and I am waiting for my Doctor to come. I know there is nothing they ca do. I feel empty. I am in pain and I am grieving. The pain inside off loss is worse than anything that Cow Mother Nature is giving me right now.

I will test again today and later on in the week, but I know the answer. I know I expected too much. I had only just come off POP on Boxing day. Maybe with the POP still in my blood there was something wrong with baby.

Things happen for a reason I guess. This will not stop me trying. Thank you for listening.

 

[Andypanda6570]

I hope you are wrong and I hope you have a positive outcome. Sending much love your way..
I am here if you ever need a friend..Andrrea

 

[Butterfly67]

Just want to send you some . I'm so sorry anorak.

 

[Asti]

I really feel for you. Sending big hugs your way
x

 

[Nat0619]

I'm so sorry hun Please do not let this make you give up - I had a mc in April last year and was pregnant with this little one within two months afterwards and all is good (touch wood). I do believe these things happen for a reason and that reason is most likely that there would have been something wrong with baby.

Take care x

 

[DeeM73]

Sending you lots of hugs I had a miscarriage in May and was pregnant within 3 months.I also believe things happen for a reason too although it won't seem like that right now.I know how I felt Keep strong,we are all here for you xx

 

[urchin]

Oh hon, I am so sorry - that's the worse news of all.
I shall keep my fingers crossed for you, and send you a big pile of hugs and strength to help get you through xxxx xxxx

 

[Torontogal]

I'm terribly sorry for your loss.

 

[anorak]

Thank you guys. Without this forum I think I would have lost the plot! I do believe things happen for a reason and my baby will find me when it is ready. This little bean was not meant to be, but I will always think about him/her.

 

[DeeM73]

xx

 

[Leikela]

anorak,

I remember you from the TTC boards. My deepest regrets for your loss!! Many, many hugs!