Breaking down and standing up- my story and my hope

[Hoping4aBoy]

If I am not wrong you have your beta test on Monday ?

I did, and it was negative.

 

[Coolstar]

If I am not wrong you have your beta test on Monday ?

I did, and it was negative.

just keep strong hun.

 

[Hoping4aBoy]

Thanks. We are trying again.

 

[misaacs117]

What you wrote brought tears to my eyes. It is like everything I have inside of me that I think you said! Our DHs are similar and we are a little different but feel the same. Our journey began 4 years ago and I still don't really have a diagnosis. HSG test resulted in possible blocked left tube. RE said he can't say for sure that it is blocked unless I have exploratory laparoscopy surgery. He said he did not want to do that yet since we just started (with fertility treatment). Blood tests that they did came back good. Post coital test revealed that I had hostile cervical mucus. Husband's s/a came back with low count but nothing really low. 1st ultrasound revealed cyst on left ovary. We just did our second IUI with trigger 3 days ago. Hoping that this one works and that yours does too. I, like you, don't understand what God's plan is; what other lessons do I need to learn? So many couples who are unmarried are having children. And here DH and I are who waited to have children until after we got married are still empty handed. DH cousin and girlfriend, well now fiancé, just announced that they are expecting. We were there yesterday and he was showing off his ultrasound pics. I felt like right in front of our faces. Rubbing in almost. DH and I were upset about the announcement and the way he acted. I mean we are happy or at least act happy for others who are expecting but why can't they show some sympathy for us who are still TTC??

 

[Hoping4aBoy]

What you wrote brought tears to my eyes. It is like everything I have inside of me that I think you said! Our DHs are similar and we are a little different but feel the same. Our journey began 4 years ago and I still don't really have a diagnosis. HSG test resulted in possible blocked left tube. RE said he can't say for sure that it is blocked unless I have exploratory laparoscopy surgery. He said he did not want to do that yet since we just started (with fertility treatment). Blood tests that they did came back good. Post coital test revealed that I had hostile cervical mucus. Husband's s/a came back with low count but nothing really low. 1st ultrasound revealed cyst on left ovary. We just did our second IUI with trigger 3 days ago. Hoping that this one works and that yours does too. I, like you, don't understand what God's plan is; what other lessons do I need to learn? So many couples who are unmarried are having children. And here DH and I are who waited to have children until after we got married are still empty handed. DH cousin and girlfriend, well now fiancé, just announced that they are expecting. We were there yesterday and he was showing off his ultrasound pics. I felt like right in front of our faces. Rubbing in almost. DH and I were upset about the announcement and the way he acted. I mean we are happy or at least act happy for others who are expecting but why can't they show some sympathy for us who are still TTC??

That person you are describing should be ashamed of his behavior. That is not only cruel but it is classless. I’m sorry you were placed in that position. My family does not know about this journey, my mother does, but only since Christmas. My husband’s mother has known for about a year. I am very protective of our situation because I know that I do not do well with others asking questions, or more annoyingly, giving advice. I will never forget the phone call from his mother telling me that she watched some morning talk show called the Doctors and that she learned that progesterone is important and that I should go have it checked,…… seriously?!? I kindly informed her that I could tell her in specifics what level my progesterone is on a daily basis but thanks so much! Its hard girl. That’s why I am here, talking to you, and you are here talking to me. We have to lean on and be leaned on, because we know.

I have my fingers crossed for you. Keep me updated!