broody and feeling really down :-(

[luckdragon]

i've got no man so it doesnt look like i will be having another baby for a long time



I was in a steady relationship with my previous partner and we had just about saved up enough for a deposit on a house when i got a positive test!! I was overjoyed but he went mad saying i needed to 'sort it out'

he went on nd on and on about getting a termination it nealy killed me.

I decided to keep the baby and scince then we never got on, so i went trhough the pregnancy and birth alone which was a c section so it was really hard.

now he does pay me £60 a week in maintenence but he only sees our daughter when he feels like it which is currently about once every 2 weeks for an hour.



why is life so screwed up?
i had a good job, was looking forward to buying a house with someone who loved me.....

i am very happy now but my life is different to what it was, i'm now renting and on benifits *sigh* and no chance of any more babies


sorry for the rant guys

 

[teal]

Sending you huge hugs

 

[Novbaby08]

I know how you feel I've been broody since harley was 6 months old

 

[jess_smurf]

know how you feel, i was with my ex for 8yrs but after losing our son he walked out on me 3 months later and 7 wks pregnant, i think its just ripped us apart xx

 

[Rhi_Rhi1]