I have seen a few recent posts about members being bullied at one point or another in their lives and truly shocked by how common it is. I thought it might be good to have somewhere safe to come and chat, share experiences or just off load some troubling memories
Im Gillian, and I am a bullied survivor! Primary school was great.........high school was a whole other story!!! I managed to stay low key in first year but from second-sixth (final) year I was terribly torrmented and not just by 1 or a small group of people but almost my entire year and even kids from other years. Everyday was a struggle and any breaks etc were spent with a few close friends who were always picked on 'hiding' in a stairwell. Luch time consisted of hiding out until 10 mins before the bell and grabbing something quick when canteen was empty even then still managed to end up with name calling and getting the odd chip n gravy through at me!
I am very angry and bitter and while I outwardly strive to be the 'bigger person' this has deeply scared me emotionally and psychologically. Since having baby Matthew all my old woes seem to be really affecting me and to be honest Im a right mess! I have PND and a few other issues that I am waiting to see a psychiarist about, even the background meeting with the psychiatric nurse for the referral had me a mess!
No doubt dealing with bullying issues is something I no doubt will finally have to face and im shitting myself - I think tat once I open old wounds Ill just be a heap on the floor and will not be strong enough to pick mysrlf back up. But who knows?.......
Anyway it would be good to chat to other survivors, even if its just to vent, there is no need to share specifics if it is too difficult but just talking to someone who knows what we went through would be very helpful x
Im Gillian, and I am a bullied survivor! Primary school was great.........high school was a whole other story!!! I managed to stay low key in first year but from second-sixth (final) year I was terribly torrmented and not just by 1 or a small group of people but almost my entire year and even kids from other years. Everyday was a struggle and any breaks etc were spent with a few close friends who were always picked on 'hiding' in a stairwell. Luch time consisted of hiding out until 10 mins before the bell and grabbing something quick when canteen was empty even then still managed to end up with name calling and getting the odd chip n gravy through at me!
I am very angry and bitter and while I outwardly strive to be the 'bigger person' this has deeply scared me emotionally and psychologically. Since having baby Matthew all my old woes seem to be really affecting me and to be honest Im a right mess! I have PND and a few other issues that I am waiting to see a psychiarist about, even the background meeting with the psychiatric nurse for the referral had me a mess!
No doubt dealing with bullying issues is something I no doubt will finally have to face and im shitting myself - I think tat once I open old wounds Ill just be a heap on the floor and will not be strong enough to pick mysrlf back up. But who knows?.......
Anyway it would be good to chat to other survivors, even if its just to vent, there is no need to share specifics if it is too difficult but just talking to someone who knows what we went through would be very helpful x