Cant believe its been a week

[mummylove]

I really cant believe its been a week since I lost my angel. Somedays it just doesnt feel real. I hate going to sleep as I keep having dreams, it makes me not want to sleep, but I have to be strong for my daughter. I just want my baby back, what did I do so bad for this to happen to me again? I will never forget my angels even tho it was still early pregnancy I love them as soon as I found out I was pregnant each time. I am dreading the foolow up scan in morning cause thats when it will be all over and I just feel I am going to be at square one again after the scan shows nothing

Sorry for the rant

 

[Kas75]

So sorry for your loss.

Its a week 2day for me too since I started bleeding, 2nd one this year we miscarried in May aswell. I have an 11 yr old son and I must stay strong for him but its so so so very hard. I have stayed strong but when im alone or in bed at nite just cry, I want answers, I need answers. Once my bleeding stops im going to see my GP and hope he will run some tests.

I really hope for us both that in time we move forward and start this cycle of trying again for our sticky lil beans. Not sure when is best but im sure my body will let me kno. I kno its not a comfort right now but I feel if I stay positive then this will happen quicker than last time because I was in a terrible state for such a long time, this time I want to try and tackle it different in the hope it will happen sooner.

Good luck honey, and lotsa love xxx

 

[grandbleu]

Rant away - I hope the scan goes well and that you can get some closure on what has happened. It is truly gut wrenchingly painful emotionally to go through a miscarriage. I hope that we all get our sticky beans as soon as possible.

 

[Kas75]

Here here Good luck to us all xxx

 

[mummylove]

So sorry for your loss.

Its a week 2day for me too since I started bleeding, 2nd one this year we miscarried in May aswell. I have an 11 yr old son and I must stay strong for him but its so so so very hard. I have stayed strong but when im alone or in bed at nite just cry, I want answers, I need answers. Once my bleeding stops im going to see my GP and hope he will run some tests.

I really hope for us both that in time we move forward and start this cycle of trying again for our sticky lil beans. Not sure when is best but im sure my body will let me kno. I kno its not a comfort right now but I feel if I stay positive then this will happen quicker than last time because I was in a terrible state for such a long time, this time I want to try and tackle it different in the hope it will happen sooner.

Good luck honey, and lotsa love xxx

I have a 9 month old and she keeps me together and yea its harder when ur on ur own in bed it gives u time to think. When my OH is here I dont think about it so much cause he takes my mind off it but deep inside me im always thinking. I just get annoyed at people aving kids that dont want them and just av them for the sake of it and I hate people that drink and smoke during pregnancy and still carry the 9 months and there are people like us that do everything right to keep our baby healthy while carrying and look how we get repaid